Dont put words up in my mouth..

".... i didn't steal your boyfriend"-RIPPED from Ash.S
It's so pathetic how an over jealous girlfriend can turn psychotic.. Okay, maybe she didn't turn psycho but come on, quit messaging me in the middle of the night telling me how much you hate me spending too much time with him.. "Come on girl, get a life.. I need to sleep!!"

Yes girl, i know he's your boyfriend but i knew him way before you and him met.. He's like a brother to me, why the hell are you getting jealous.. Get a grip, i ain't gonna steal him from you.. I'm not even his type.. "Well i'm sorry, that he called me and that i answered the telephone..!"-RIPPED by Ash.S
So please stop messaging me in the middle of the night saying that i should stop being so close with him.. And yah, quit giving him problems.. Cause i'm the one he's gonna complain/talk to when you guys have a fight..
Anthony (not real name!) I love you bro but sometimes, your problems just bore me.. It's the same old thing over and over again.. I know you treasure our friendship and i know you "LOVE" that girlfriend of yours, but she's giving me a headache.. Just tell her to buzz off next time.. Don't worry bro, i'm here for you anytime.. Even if she don't like me, i don't care.. And i know you don't care too that's why you keep calling me even when you know she don't like it.. Winks.. AHakz.. K, tell your girlfriend that the next time my phone rings, it's better not be her or else..

Anywayz, in Lesson 3 APEL, the topic was "Purpose in life".. How appropriate, i was just thinking about mine.. Ahakz.. Well, obviously my CP started of with the negative comment.. "Have you ever wondered what your purpose in this life is?" "How many of you think that your purpose in life is just to live and then die?" "Did you all ever think that there's no purpose at all in you living this life" Bla blabla.. Ahakz, he took the words right out of my head.. Even after the lesson, i still can't find my purpose yet.. Am i weird or just pathetic?? Whatever..

Happy Birthday to Me...

I'm officially 19 today!! Thanx for everybody who wished me.. Those i reminded and those who remembered.. "Smiles! Thank you so much people.. I appreciate your wishes.. But where's my Nokia 6060??" Heez, just kidding babes and dudes.. Thanx to those who wished me at exactly midnight, a minute or two after that.. Those who called me at 3am in the morning when i was sleeping.. "Sorry Mikael.. I know you wanna talk to me but i was sleeping.. Sleepy lah dude.. Thanx for that birthday wish.. Ahakz, even though i reminded you about it (:P) Well, atleast you called me back and wished me.. Tee hee.. Anywayz, i also wanna talk to you but then you said you were hungry, so i went back to sleep lah.. No offence cutie"

And my classmates and lecture mates.. Well, not all, just some.. Ahakz.. Thanx okay!! Well basically, this post is just to thank everybody who wished me Happy Birthday and those who gave me gifts.. Not alot i might say.. Huh Huh Huh, you all budget izzit?? Chetz, never mind.. Ahakz.. K.. Thanx! Muackies to everybodies...

Since you've been gone..

I am sooo happy right now.. Okay, not happy.. Just that i smile alot more than i usually do and i laugh ALOT more.. Ahakz.. I'm so back to my own self  cause i, once again, am able to joke with my family.. "Smiles" I love them soo much.. Thanks you guys.. Tee hee.. And also not forgetting my two bestest galfriends, Suhaili and Hannah.. "you gals are the best! Muacks.."

Anywayz, i got sick today.. Just for a while.. Probably cause it was raining so heavily when i get up to go to school.. Bathe with cold water "brrrr" and of course, the rain somehow landed on me even when i'm using an umbrella.. And in the lecture theatre, i can't stop sneezing, sniffing and coughing.. Tee hee, i was wearing long sleeve, thick material top mind you, it's still soooo cold in there.. Too bad they can't adjust the aircon temperature, so i gotta bear with it.. I can't concentrate that much during lecture though.. My eyes were half closed and my head feel woozy.. So that's a sign that i'm gonna get sick.. Whatever.. It's the weekends, it's not that i have anything to do.. So what the heck.. :)
As it was raining, as usual.. I didn't go for the first lecture.. Hee.. I went in the showers at around 6:45am but i got out at 8:15am.. And i'm supposed to be out of the house by 8:00am if i wanna make it for DFund lecture.. But i mean come on, how izzit possible to iron your clothes, pack your books, touch up a little and get ready in just half an hour?! Can you tell me how anyone do that?! Ahakz, it's like i already took 10 mins to use my eyeliner.. Okay, i'm exaggerating but whatever it is, it's not possible for me to get ready everything in half and hour..
Anywayz, ahakz.. This cute guy.. Wait a minute.. Ahakz, i just realised that i didn't give this cute guy a name.. Let's name himmm Eric (not real name)? Ahakz.. Eric was so cute today.. Whatever.. I just find him cute, i dont like him though.. He looks so chinese-ish.. Ahakz, with those two fangs.. or "siung" as malays call it.. He's just so adorable.. Looks so humble, doesn't look the havoc type.. Whatever he ain't my type.. I'm looking for a fireman boyfriend.. Ahakz.. Yeah..
But then again, i already have this one guy name Ryan (not real name) to take care of.. He's my bestest friend in the whole wide world.. A great friend, a great brother and a great lover.. Ahakz, just kidding (erhm).. My family's gonna kill me if they read this.. They seriously will.. Oh well.. "Shrugs.. Love you dude" No.. we are not together as a couple.. so friends and family, dont ask! "Kuang kuang kuang!" It's complicated lah people, dont ask better k!

I've got my term test in 2 weeks time so i gotta study study study and more study.. So i got stress and Ryan's a good way to relieve me term test stress.. Ahakz, no people i'm not gonna tell you what we do.. "I'm gonna get get get you drunk, get you love drunk on my humps"- RIPPED from BEP.. I still ain't gonna tell.. "Muacks! It's our little secret, right handsome? Ahakz"
I still have to write my mission statement, the problem is.. I DONT HAVE A ROLE MODEL!!! I gottta start finding one.. right? Oh well, we'll see how it goesss.. Bye darlingzz..

The wicked end

Why is the SHOUT OUT section in my profile being refreshed every 2 or 3 days? Does it happen to anyone else or just to me?? Or did someone cleared it without my permission.. huh huh huh.. Whatever.. i guess, it's the same as people's thoughts, keep changing everyday.. But still, i need to know.. Ahakz, does it happen to everyone?

Anywayz, i had my test just now and let me tell you something, i totally flunked it.. Don't need to wait for my results cause i totally didn't do the 20 marks question.. It sucksss.. Serves me right for studying at the last minute.. Tee hee, i totally forgot that i'm supposed to have a test today.. But what's done is done.. And after that, i went back home.. Was exempted for EMath1, so it's cool.. Tee hee..

Well, i can cetainly say that somebody's on my mind lately.. No, not Mikael.. Okay okay, i wont lie.. Maybe a BIT.. a teeny tiny bit.. Ahakz.. but somebody else is definitely occupying my mind.. Kuang Kuang.. Anywayz, this Mikael thought me a new way of cutting myself.. Using a safety pin.. Ahakz, i didn't know it'll work until i saw his pictures with those cuts.. It's kinda nice.. I used mirror, broken glass, knives and pocket knives before but never pins.. Maybe i shoulld try? Whatever.. Ahakz..