True story..

There are not that many people that i can talk to whom i actually trust not to have my words repeated to another person.

Worse still, the exaggerated version of what i said.

In short, there's really no one that i can fully trust. Sad.

A million and one things running through my head

It's 3 am and i still can't get to sleep.

Miss looking at these skylines. :))

 

View from Quay West Hotel, Auckland, New Zealand         

 View from somewhere in a farm up in Kaitaia, New Zealand

As you slowly go insane...

Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren’t you anymore? If you were suddenly gone, how would your world react?

Whatever you imagined is wrong.

There’s nothing romantic about death. Grief is like the Ocean. It’s deep and dark and bigger than all of us. And pain is like a thief in the night. Quiet. Persistent. Unfair. Diminished by time and faith and love.

That's right.

I'm a strong girl who keeps her stuff in line. Even when i have tears going down my face, i always manage to say those two words, "I'm fine".

"In my whole life, no one has ever looked at me the way that you do. No one has ever, touched my face or brushed my hair out of my eyes like you do. And maybe this is really selfish but, it’s not just you I’m going to miss. It’s the way I feel when I’m with you that I’m going to miss even more."

Shelby Merrick, “Higher Ground”