day 30 – your favorite song at this time last year

Actually, my favourite song have always been "Everything i do, i do it for you" by Bryan Addams. Sooo, lets pick a song that i listen to a lot this time last year instead.



Now that i'm listening to this song at the moment, i'm back to raping the replay button!

day 29 – a song from your childhood

Here's a reason why. Haha i had to sing this song during choir on Teacher's Day. I think i was about 11 or 12. Haha yeah, i was in choir, shocking!

day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty

I haven't been visiting my dad as often as i had in the past. If you guys are new to my blog and didn't know this but my Dad is my everything. I miss him so!

LYRICS - "YOU'RE MY HERO"

I WOULD RIDE ON YOUR SHOULDER
AND LOOK OUT ON THE WORLD
PRETENDING I WAS BIG AND TALL LIKE YOU
WHEN YOU WERE THERE TO HOLD ME
I NEVER WAS AFRAID
YOU MADE ME FEEL THERE'S NOTHING I CAN'T DO

IF I'D SPREAD MY WINGS TO FLY
WHEN I WAS VERY SMALL I KNEW THAT YOU'D BE STANDING BY TO CATCH ME IF I FALL

CHORUS:

YOU'RE MY HERO
CHASING THE MONSTERS FROM MY ROOM
GOING ON TRIPS AROUND THE MOON
THE ONE WHO'S ALWAYS BEEN THERE FAITHFULLY

YOU'RE MY HERO
AND 'CAUSE YOU'RE MY DAD
I'M TWICE AS BLESSED AND LUCKY TO BE ME

AS I KEPT ON GETTING OLDER WE OFTEN DISAGREED
BUT YOU LET ME FIND MYSELF IN MY OWN WAY
AND ITS FUNNY, HOW JUST LATELY
I'VE COME TO RECOGNIZE
HOW WISE YOU ARE BECOMING EVERYDAY
THERE'S SO MUCH YOU'VE GIVEN ME
I HOPE I'VE MADE YOU PROUD
YOU'RE EVERYTHING A DAD SHOULD BE
AND ITS TIME TO TELL YOU NOW.

YOU'RE MY HERO
YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO SAY A WORD
YOUR LOVE WAS THE MESSAGE THAT I HEARD
INSPIRING ME TO BE ALL I CAN BE

YOU'RE MY HERO AND CAUSE YOU'RE MY DAD....
I'M TWICE AS BLESSED AND LUCKY TO BE ME...

day 27 – a song that you wish you could play

SIMPLE!



My fingers might bleed, but i don't care!!

One before i go to sleep.

Shoe Size: 8 or 9 depending on the cut of the shoe. 7 for sneakers

Sexual Orientation: I don't mind ladies, but i like men, so eh 

Do you Smoke: Nope, definitely not 

Do you Drink: Water, yes :)  

Do you Take Drugs: Just prescribed ones whenever i get sick or something

Age you get mistaken for: Young. Very young. Some people thought i'm 19. No guys, i'm 25. Old, i know

Have Tattoos: Nope

Want any tattoos: Yes :) 

Got any Piercings: Yes. 

Want any piercings: Not at the moment

Best friend: My lovelies :)

Relationship status: Haha, somehow everyone's guessing. ;)

Biggest turn ons: Guys fresh out of the shower. Or candy haha

Biggest turn offs: Body odour

Favorite Movie: City of God

I’ll love you if: you take the effort on me and have lots of patience while i figure things out.

Someone you miss: probably my dad.

Most traumatic experience: Probably my parent's divorce

A fact about your personality: I used to be really insecure about myself when i was growing up so i developed a thing about laughing at myself whenever i do something stupid or whenever people insult me, i think that habit kinda got stuck. It's not so much a defense mechanism anymore, it's really just me trying not to take things too seriously.

What I hate most about myself: The fact that i push away the moment i get real feelings for someone.. and my arms haha

What I love most about myself: That i am very protective of my loved ones

What I want to be when I get older: I'm 25, how much older can i get? Haha i'd like to have kids xP

My relationship with my sibling(s): I have one younger brother. We used to be really 

close when we were growing up, then my parent's divorce happened and then we grew apart, but we're fine now though. We're back to talking and joking.

My relationship with my parents: I've always been closed to my dad. I've had issues with my mum before but we're cool now. I don't share EVERYTHING with them, but i would die for them.

My idea of a perfect date: Picnic by the beach while waiting for the sun to rise. :)

My biggest pet peeves: People who don't answer the phone

A description of the girl/boy I like: Dark curly hair (though i prefer him with short hair JT-post-nsync-esque haha), dark eyes, taller than me.. Yeah :)

A description of the person I dislike the most: A female. :) 

A reason I’ve lied to a friend: Birthday surprise. Hahaha

What I hate the most about school: Hmmm, i think it was the morning assembly 

What my last text message says: "We'll look for it on your next weekend off." Haha don't ask.

What words upset me the most: I think it's when people insinuate that i'm not a good friend. 

What words make me feel the best about myself: When people think i'm really nice and easy to talk to and talk to me about their problems.

A wish that I’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11: I've never wished on 11:11, it's stupid and if people think their wishes are gonna come true based on some stupid numbers and not efforts, then hell, they should die.

What I find attractive in boys: 1) When they have the guts to come up to me to say hi whenever i'm with my friends. 2) Genuine smile with sparkle in the eye. Haha

Where I would like to live: Maybe Switzerland, or Rome. Hey, New Zealand? Haha

One of my insecurities: My arms. Sometimes my skin, on bad days. It's really not that bad, but i used to have really bad skin and i spent a lot to get them cleared out so even when i get one pimple, i'll freak out and get insecure to the point of not going out of the house.

My childhood career choice: Lawyer

My favorite ice cream: Chocolate chip peppermint/ Strawberry

Who I wish I could be: No one but me, believe it or not. :)

Where I want to be right now: Haha some people knows. 

The last thing I ate: Fruit salad yogurt by Marigold.

Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately: Bruce Willis. Haha

A random fact about anything: Did you know that otters hold hands when they're sleeping or just relaxing on the sea? It's so that they don't drift away from each other. Sweet right? 

day 26 – a song that you can play on an instrument

Brother used to teach me this song when i was beginning to learn playing the guitar. I stopped learning though, i should start it again... It's fun.

day 25 - a song that makes you laugh

I know it's been overplayed but i am still laughing at it so much whenever i listen to it!

day 24 – a song that you want to play at your funeral

I never thought i'd get to have a song at my funeral. Haha honestly, i haven't thought about it. Lets think about it for a second. Hmmm.

Do i want something sad? Do i want something happy? Do i want something angelic and religious?

I might know of a song! Haha but my family do not like this singer that i don't think it's gonna be sad for them. But here it is...



Do you guys think about it?

Moral Dilemma: Son’s Sacrifice

Part 9. [link here]

"A very evil, uncontrollably murderous man tried to kill your son as a baby, but only succeeded in killing your son’s aunt and uncle, who were babysitting him. Since the murders, you fled into hiding, but now, you have discovered, in a prophecy, that when he tried to kill your son, a piece of the murderer’s soul left him and went into your son. For your son to defeat him, he must go forth and let the murderer kill him, destroying the piece of the murderer’s soul within your son. Otherwise, his piece of soul, within your son, will make the villain able to return if his body were destroyed. Your son has courageously accepted his fate and decides that he must die in order for his friends and allies to bring about the death of the villain and bring peace to the world, because it’s the only way. As his mother or father, would you:

a: Hold him back, because you love him too much to let him go, and feel you need to protect him as a parent, or

b: Accept his fate and choice just like he did and let him die. (Modified from Harry Potter by Joanne Rowling)"

I'm not trying to sound like a smart ass or anything but the possibility of this actually happening in real life is infinitesimal to nothing. Right?

This seems like a cross between the Disney movie "Twitch" and a very crazed about movie "Harry Potter".

Haha, the only thing that will make it more ridiculous is probably if somehow he'd still be alive when he gets killed.

Seriously you guys, do you really think things like this will happen in real life?

I REFUSE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE EXISTENCE OF THIS QUESTION.

K, bye! Haha

day 23 – a song that you want to play at your wedding

Haha believe it or not, i am torn between two songs.  






And please, the song "This I Promise You" must be SPECIFICALLY sung by Richard Marx. I don't want the one by N'Sync! Thanx! 


*hint hint wink wink* HAHA

day 22 – a song that you listen to when you’re sad

Lyrics | Evanescence lyrics - My Immortal lyrics

I know it's probably not a good idea to listen to sad songs when you're already in a sad mood, but it makes me cry A LOT listening to this song whenever i'm sad. So i let myself cry and cry and cry and then i'll feel better about the thing i'm feeling sad about. Yeah, i just need an outlet for my emotions. Haha

day 21 – a song that you listen to when you’re happy

day 20 – a song that you listen to when you’re angry

Lyrics | Avenged Sevenfold lyrics - Scream lyrics


Yeah, i'll turn up the volume to the maximum and watch this video clip over and over again. Not sure if it's for the A7X boys or the strippers. Haha joke.

I wanna be able to do this.

Well then, time to enroll myself in the basic pole dancing lessons first! Groove Fitness, here i come!

day 19 – a song from your favorite album

My favourite album of ALL time would have to be Linkin Park's first album called "Hybrid Theory". 

Moral Dilemma: Son and Granddaughter

Part 8. [link here]

"There is a train that, much to your horror, is about to run over your grown up son, who has been tied to its track. It just so happens that you have just enough time to flip a switch that will send the train down a different track, saving your son. However, tied to the other track, is your granddaughter, the daughter of the very son in danger of being run over. Your son is begging and pleading with you not to flip the switch, not to kill his daughter. What would you do?"

Well, let me see. One is my son and another is my granddaughter. Either way, someone is gonna hate me for my guts even though it's gotta be one way or the other.

If i switch the flip to my granddaughter, my son would hate me forever since he's already begging me to save the daughter but at the same time, if i follow what my son says, my granddaughter would feel so guilty cause the dad died just to save her.

You know, instead of just standing there thinking if i should flip the switch or not, i might want to try to attempt to save my son since the train is already going down his track.

You get what i mean?

I might attempt to untie my son while the train is going, you know. If it was indeed his time to go, i might feel a little less guilty since i was trying to help set him free instead of just standing there at the switch box thinking if i should flip the switch or not.

If i succeeded, then hoorah for me so that means i have both my loved ones still with me. If not, i might hunt down the psycho b-tard that did this in the first place.  

day 18 – a song that you wish you heard on the radio

Wait, as in like... I wish i had discovered it on the radio or i wish it would get radio air time? Well, i either way, today's song challenge is stupid. Haha





Lyrics | Dark Tranquility lyrics - Lost To Apathy lyrics


Just because Singapore's radio is lame ass.

day 17 – a song that you hear often on the radio

Actually, i haven't been listening to the radio lately, but the latest song that i have heard on the radio is..




Lyrics | Britney Spears lyrics - Till The World Ends lyrics

day 16 – a song that you used to love but now hate

Lyrics | Kesha lyrics - Tik Tok lyrics

day 15 – a song that describes you

It is a mix of



and




Lyrics | Girlicious lyrics - Maniac lyrics

day 14 – a song that no one would expect you to love

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow. 

day 13 – a song that is a guilty pleasure

Lyrics | McFly lyrics - Party Girl lyrics

I am not necessarily a fan of this band. Well, i actually never liked them before. So yeah, nobody really knows that i actually like this song. Haha 

day 12 - a song from a band you hate

Yes, i have never liked this band, and i am not sorry for it. Hate is a strong word though, i just don't like their songs and such. Haha

day 11 – a song from your favorite band

Lyrics | Iron Maiden lyrics - Fear Of The Dark lyrics

It is actually a tie between this song and an A7X's song. Yes, both are my favourite bands, i cannot pick one. Stop making me choose. I picked this song cause i couldn't agree with myself which A7X's song i like most. Haha enjoy!

day 10 – a song that makes you fall asleep

Lyrics | Coldplay lyrics - Fix You lyrics

It's not because i find this song boring. I like Coldplay. This song gives me goosebumps and relax me. Kinda soothes me down, you know. Yeah :) 

day 09 – a song that you can dance to

I remember this song cause we did it in a fitness class before. My cousin, her friend and I went to his 2 hours cardio, abs, thighs and butts fitness class and we had a lot of dances, and this song was one of it. She incorporated a lot of the dance steps and exercise movements in the song. It was awesome! I might go again. It was fun!

day 08 – a song that you know all the words to

There are actually too many songs that i know all the words to. I chose this song cause it feels bad ass. Haha and well, i have been listening to this song in my head at work for the whole day! 

day 07 – a song that reminds you of a certain event

Lyrics | Spice Girls lyrics - Wannabe lyrics

This song is a very memorable song amongst the cousins and I. Why? Well, when we were younger, we like to be in the rain. We sing in the rain, we dance in the rain, we even run around in the rain. Well, provided there are no thunders or lightning and everything.

So we were there dancing to this song and everything and we started running around the void deck. Of course the floor is gonna be slippery. I ran, while screaming, as if trying to be some kind of ninja or kung fu master or something. Fail epically! I slipped. My flip flop went flying over to my brother's side. 

Moral Dilemma: Concentration Camp

Part 7. [Link to article here]

"You are an inmate in a concentration camp. A sadistic guard is about to hang your son who tried to escape, and is telling you to pull the chair out from under him. He says that if you don’t do so, the guard will kill not only your son who tried to escape, but also your other son, who is another innocent inmate. You have no doubt that he means what he says. What would you do?"

You know, i have been staring at the above paragraph for the past half an hour and i still cannot get over the fact how cruel it is for someone to come up with that dilemma.

It is beyond imaginable how one father have to pick to kill one son or both sons.

I guess it all comes down to what you believe in? I mean, if you pull the chair from under him, his death would be on your hand. It would make you a murderer basically. If you don't do it, you'll lose both sons, but at the same time you won't be responsible for anyone's death.

I would actually be proud of my son that he actually TRIED to at least see if he could escape. Well, it is unfortunate that he got caught but i'm pretty sure everyone in the camp is thinking the same thing as my son.

I don't know, this is beyond cruel. If i put myself in the father's shoe, i don't want ANY of my children to be killed. I would probably spit in the face of that sadistic guard, but then again, he might like it and start torturing me.

Well, i guess it's okay, just as long as my two sons are safe.

This is not a nice thing to do, i pray that NO ONE will have to go through this situation. 

day 06 – a song that reminds you of somewhere

Lyrics | Ricky Martin lyrics - Livin' La Vida Loca lyrics

As gay as this song is, this particular song reminds me so much of Holland. Yes, The Netherlands. Haha, well i was 13 when i went to The Netherlands with the family and the cousins. We're always left alone at home while the parents went for grocery shopping. What did we do? We stayed home watching MTV while eating chocolate pudding. Lots of that, and this video was being aired ALL the time.

It's an inside joke kind of thing within the cousins. There are other songs too, but this song popped up. Hehe

day 05 – a song that reminds you of someone

Lyrics | Marilyn Manson lyrics - Tainted Love 

day 04 – a song that makes you sad

Lyrics | Avenged Sevenfold lyrics - So Far Away lyrics

This song is very meaningful to me. It makes me cry every time i listen to it cause it reminds me of the uncle i didn't get to see for the last time. I always said i didn't have the time to go visit him on his last days cause i was in school. I feel so guilty cause i didn't even get to see him on his death bed. All i can do now is pray for him, i really hope he's resting in peace. I love you, Uncle and i'm sorry. 

day 03 – a song that makes you happy

Lyrics | The Little Mermaid lyrics - Under The Sea lyrics

day 02 – your least favorite song

Lyrics | Metro Station lyrics - Shake It lyrics

day 01 – your favorite song