Bet you ain't never seen, a chick riding this clean

I know my birthday's like 6 months from now but i can't stop thinking about it. I just don't know what to do on that day. I've already graduated by then so i don't know if my school mates will remember my birthday. Oh well, I'll probably spend it in bed, with MattSanders with nothing to do. Boo hoo! I'm such a loser.

Anyway just incase my caring friends *hint hint wink wink* wanna celebrate it with me, i really wanna do a Japanese cuisine birthday dinner. Tee hee, we've experimented with different food culture except Japanese food. Well, the only Japanese food we eat everytime is sushi, which i love BTW. Last year, a group of close friends celebrated my 21st birthday at Earl's Swensen which i have talked about on my birthday post.

Click here to read about it.

Well yeah, I'm just saying that i really wanna celebrate my birthday at a Japanese restaurant. Haha, maybe i can go to Ramen Ten. Just saying anyway, I'll be glad if i get birthday wishes from my friends.

Well enough about where i wanna celebrate my birthday, let's talk about the presents. What's a birthday without presents! Hehe, i already know what i want from some of you, so those other people who i didn't ask for anything, please don't think that you're safe!

Haha, i expect a birthday present from everyone i know! MUAHAHAHAHAHA, I'm shameless i know but hey, if i don't ask for it, I'll never get it right? See, it pays being thick skinned. *smiles*

Below is a list of what i want for my birthday. And if you see your name beside any of those things, it just means that you're the few lucky ones that don't need to rack your brain on what to buy me. Haha.

Here goes.

1) A shopping trip, all paid for by "Mr. Generous One"
2) Emporio Armani Diamonds EDP perfume
3) iPhone [Daddy/Mummy]
4) iPod Touch [Arun]
5) Esprit Timewear 2008
6) Acer Aspire 4920G in red [Alistair's DADDY (hehehe)]
7) Vagary Watch IV8-042-51
8) GUESS watch with embellishment, red [Rob/TJ (nyahahaha)]
9) Samsung i8 camera in black
10) Video camera

Well there it is! Some of the things i want for my birthday! Haha, saw your name beside any of the thing? Woo hoo! Congratulations! You all have been chosen to buy for me that stuff (with force, of course!) Haha. BUT! Alistair, you said OK when i asked your dad for a laptop! Haha, you better keep your word you Canadian buddy of mine!

So people, what are you waiting for?! You have 6 months, so start saving! Chop chop!

Look at my eyes covered in Maybelline, looking like something fresh out of magazine

I'm happy! I'm so so so so happy. Haha, I'm smiling right now!

Tsk, no! Nothing to do with guys. Well i guess, if you consider my dad, but he's just not ANY guy. He's the best there is! Okay sorry, I'm talking crap.

I'm just ecstatic cause my mom have finally agreed to go for dinner as a family. Mom, Dad, younger brother and me. On the condition that it's my dad's treat but i don't mind!

What?! You're shocked? Imagine MY surprise! I thought i was dying or something, if not, why would mom suddenly think of having a family outing. Well, i hope my life will take a good turn after this good news.

Anyway, as i mentioned at previous posts, i went toiletries shopping last week. I didn't go that far, just at Northpoint with my mom since it was her day off. It's like a ritual i do once a month or once in two months. Ask any girl, they'll definitely agree with me if i say that girls cannot live without toiletries shopping (or any kinda shopping for that matters) Tee hee.

Wanna know what i bought?

I probably shouldn't tell you all the things that can be found in my toiletries and make up bags since it will render me defenseless but you know, what the hell. It'll be fun and who knows, you might know a thing or two about what's going on under that long gorgeous locks of mine! (Haha, sorry for being so self-absorbed!)

The first thing and definitely most important is my wet facial tissues of course! I'll use it to wipe all the make up off my face. It's very important to clean off every single grain of those powder that is clogging your pores. I believe some girls use make up remover and cotton pads, but I'll just use the facial wipes so it'll be much easier. Do take note that you need to spend atleast 10 minutes to remove all the make up!

Without this, i can never start my beauty regime!

Next starts the cleansing of your skin. This include the facial wash, the toner and the moisturizer. You can just use the facial form but it'll work much better if you were to follow the instructions to complete the regime.

I used to experiment with alot of brands to see which is suitable for my skin and so far I've been using Garnier Pure. One tip, if your skin started cracking or breaking out when you use a particular brand, it means you should change cause the product might be too strong for you.

Next on my list are two things that can complete your look. The eyelash curler and the mascara. Without it, you might as well go out without make up! Make sure that you don't forget to curl your eyelashes or it'll never be perfect! So don't ignore that step!

Asience shampoo and treatment, especially for Asian hair. It's safe for daily use and it won't dry up your hair but I'm still experimenting with it so i have nothing much to say about it. So far it's been fine i guess. Give me another week okay!

Nivea Whitening lotion. I've just started using this but it's really light and not sticky like some of the other body lotion. It leaves your skin really smooth. It have a very refreshing smell and protect you against UVA and UVB so you can use it everyday.

Nivea extra whitening deodorant is not sticky, doesn't leave stain on your clothes and definitely no alcohol so it's fine for those sensitive skin.

Cotton pads are very essential to any girls. Some girls use it to remove their make up, some use it to clean off their eyeliner (i don't know how they do that though) but all girls use this cotton pads to apply toner on their faces. It evenly spreads the toner and at the same time wipe off excess sebum from your facial wash.

Cotton buds. There are all sorts as you know, for babies, for make up and also the multi-purpose one.

You all must be wondering what the hell cotton buds are for right? Well let me tell you something that not many people know about it. Well, to guys anyway cause girls really see it very useful. They make really good eyeshadow applicator especially if you need to apply it near your lash line. They help shape your eyebrow too if you need to draw them everyday and not forgetting, with some eye make up remover at the cotton tip, you can clean off that stubborn eyeliner marks at the inner corner of you eyes. It's all good! Haha.

Tee hee, well i have other products that i use but I'll leave that to your imagination. I will never let any guy fully know what's in my make up bag so nyaha! Haha.

Let me leave you all with a simple beauty tip.

To get really soft kissable lips, use a soft bristle toothbrush (the ones you use for your baby siblings) and brush it on your lips in a soft circular motion, and then apply some lips moisturizer and leave it to heal. Do it at night where you don't need any lippy activities!

Happy trying! Hehe

P/S: I don't mind getting sponsors from any of the products mentioned above! Haha

You took my sanity, i'm starting a new verse

This sucks so bad!

I was sick on Wednesday. Was dressing up after my shower, sat down on my bed and suddenly the room started spinning. My eyeballs maybe, cause even when i close my eyes i can still feel the the room spinning. Took a couple of pills and tried to sleep but i can't. So i just lie down and started messaging Sally!

Haha, i must have been so delirious that i started calling her doctor, she's a nurse actually. Goodness, i started vomiting, 3 times in 5 mins! It's so disgusting. I felt so terrible seriously.

It's like that day when i had my withdrawal on Prison Break and started puking green foam, but this time the gross and pain factor is only a third of it.

It's not painless, i can tell you that. Haha

I'm okay now. Mom gave me some pills, massage the back of my neck and i went to sleep. When i woke up the next morning, it felt like the worse hangover ever! Not that i ever had any but you get what i mean.

Yeah, every single noise is magnified 100 times! My mom was arguing with my brother and she started banging the pots and pans, my head was throbbing! I went toiletries shopping after that and my headache was gone. Tee hee.

Well anyway, I'm going to school later to work on my project with WinnieC and Nic. Hmmz, i wonder if i get to see this Thump Thump Girl Nic is so crazy about. Oh well.

Here are the list of projects i have to do:

Major Project-
Chapter 3: Project Description
Chapter 4: Research and Project Development
Chapter 5: Results and Discussion
Chapter 6: Conclusion and Recommendation

Full report, abstract, acknowledgment, executive summary.

Individual project-
Instrumentation and Computer Control research project
APEL3 Values and Reflection essay

Group projects-
Instrumentation and Computer Control
Automation and Machine Vision System project proposal
Cleanroom Equipments and Technology

Okay, i think that's it right. I hope! Looks like a little but i have just less than 6 weeks to do all this. Gah, things i do to get a freaking diploma!

Can you fix my h.e.a.r.t cause it's d.a.m.a.g.e.d

I GIVE UP.

Break 'em off somethin' proper, like a real show stopper

Sorry i haven't been updating lately. I'm just fresh out of blog worthy drama. Arynne is super sick of blogging about stupid people. Well okay, to be fair they're not really stupid, but just too conceited to come up with something logical.

Okay yeah, whatever.

Well, I'm done with my term test incase you don't know and now I'm having my 2 weeks mid term break. I've been doing nothing but slack at home and read books.

Yes yes, i know. It's the life *rolls eyes*

Am supposed to go with my lecture mates to Wild Wild Wet theme park today but i rejected their invitation cause i feel that it's a waste of my money since i can't swim. Haha, yes that's a confession to those people who don't know that i can't swim.

I mean, i can float and do some basic paddling of my feet but i can't swim swim, you know. I get panicky when my feet can't reach the sea bed and i have no idea what's lurking under the water. That's why i stay away from deep oceans as much as possible. Still love the sea though! Tee hee

I'm waiting for Sally to tell me when she's free to go out and have fun. Well, need conformation from Belle too since she's such a busy teacher. Haha, still waiting for the good news from Belle. I wonder when she's gonna have her first baby but whenever it is I'm pretty sure the baby's gonna be as cute as her!

Gah okay! I can't really enjoy my term break. I wish i could but I've got alot of project proposals due when school reopens. I'm probably gonna head to school one of these days to finish up all the proposals and reports.

If you see me online, say hello and chat with me okay! I might need your companion!

Hope i pass all my subjects cause if i don't, I'm gonna hate myself for the rest of my life. Seriously, i can't fail any! Just can't handle that kinda disappointment. Wish me luck okay, all you nice people!

I wanna go off somewhere and destress for a little while. Whoever said the world is small needs a spanking from me! Oh my gosh, how i wish everywhere is just a bus ride away.

If that's the case, you know what I'm gonna do? I'm gonna take a bus to Canada and hug Alistair('s dad). I'm gonna cook rice and beef curry for him and I'm pretty sure he'll want me. Haha, okay sorry. It's an inside joke between Alistair and me.

After that I'm going to Michigan to poke the living daylights out of Cutest Bassist Ever's gorgeous eyes! Oh and bite Cody's cheeks. He is Rob's baby brother and he's just so adorable! Haha

Okay yeah, moving on.

After that I'll go to Rome and get an Italian guy to drive me around on his Vespa. Haha. What a plan, what a plan.

Let's not talk about me for a second and focus my attention on somebody else. Like, oh i don't know, Nicholas! Haha. So yes, this group member of mine finally know that Thump Thump girl's name, thanks to his friend. The reason why he calls her Thump Thump girl is because his heart goes thump thump whenever he sees her, or so he claimed. Tee hee

Ain't that sweet! I've never seen him so determined trying to get to know a girl. If only he's as serious when he's doing his report! Just kidding Nic!

Okay, back to me now! Haha

Speaking of this made me think a little. Maybe i should start dating again. Go out there and have fun with the wrong ones until i find the right one. I should give other guys a chance since i can't get the guy i want. (Oh shush, you all know who it is.) Maybe, just maybe, i should give those guys in school a shot. There are some really nice guys in school.

Hmmz, how about a Sugar Daddy? Haha Alistair, is your dad as romantic as you?

Nah, I'm just kidding. I'm not rejecting any older guys though, provided that they're rich of course! What?! Atleast I'm being honest okay! The money's primary reason for me to date an older man but hey, if love blossoms then hallelujah!

Ha, sorry about the very bad religion comment!

Yeah anyway, I'm thinking of getting all the Seniors together to start a new tradition. You know, senior pranks but the seniors don't seem too keen on the idea. It's okay, it'll work out somehow.

Oh, and I'm thinking of cutting my hair. I have this hairstyle i wanna try but don't know if it suits me. Haha, the girls in lecture told me not to cut my hair cause it's already so long.

I know where they're coming from, I'm gonna miss my hair too. We'll see if I'll cut it or maybe just trim it a little?

I'm going toiletries shopping this Thursday!

Bye!

You stand there infront of me and bite the hand that feeds

I'm puzzled by how open people can be about their stupidity. By how people are able to think that everything others do, talk or respond is about them. By not admitting their error when they've been caught red-handed.

I'm baffled, by how people see themselves as perfect, the most successful and the most influential when they're actually really not. By how people only need you around when they're in trouble. By how people just brush you aside when a misunderstanding occurs. By how people is actually able to forget that they owe you.

Haha, I'm speechless really.

Oh well, 2 papers down, one more to go. I'm not putting much hopes on Friday's paper cause i suck so much as it. All this talk about pressure, vacuum pumps and other cleanroom related stuff is making my brain hurts. We'll see how it goes.

Oh, i miss talking to Alistair and i also miss arguing with Robert. Ah well, i just miss them both!

Miss me and think of me always, you two! *hugs and kisses*

And thanx Arun for the songs! Haha. I'll treat you to Ben and Jerry's some other time. Tee hee

There's nothing here to take for granted with each breath that we take

Why do we always want something we can't have?

Be it that silver Aldo heels that passed way beyond your budget, or that new i-phone your parents refuses to get for me, or even that guy that lives halfway across the world. You clearly know that you can't have any of those but yet, you still refuse to admit defeat.

Hey, it's all circumstantial right? Doesn't mean you can't have them now, means you can't have them at ll. Well, that's what i think anyway.

But really, why do we always want the things we can't have? Izzit the cheap thrill you get when you're chasing that something or someone? Or just that win all attitude that makes you not want to give up?

It's an age old thing, you know. It's just more fun to go for the impossible. Of course, it's a good thing that you don't give up easily, keep striving for the things you want but there's also a time when you need to see if it's all worth it. Will the chase pay off? Most of the time, it doesn't and that's reality.

Sometimes, you just need to know when to give up so you won't hurt yourself.

What if you know you have to give up, need to give up but you don't want to? You just refuse to give in and you keep trying because somewhere within you, you know that it's somehow a possibility that you will get that thing you're chasing for.

Honestly, to me, there's nothing that is impossible. It's just whether you think it's worth trying to get that thing or that person.

So, i think all this wanting what you can't have crap is just another way of trying to prove to yourself that you can get whatever you set your mind to.

The only downfall is that you don't seem to realize the things that is within your reach. The things that you can definitely get without having to compromise or hurt yourself. The things or person that is directly in your line of vision but you just ignore it because you think there's some things or someone better out there. Once again, reality is, maybe not.

I don't know really.

To me, i think it's just a matter of trying. Even though you know you can't have what you want, you just wanna give it a try. Even if i fail, I'll be proud of myself knowing that I've tried rather than just wonder about what could have been.

I think it's the same with life, in general. How can you tell if what you're doing, if what you've plan is the right thing? Exactly, you can't. And you won't know unless you've tried.

So why do people always want what they can't have? Because they know that there's a slight chance that they will get it.

So, don't give up. Try, chill, and have a little faith.