Day 30. Highs and lows of the month

To be honest, i cannot remember anymore.

Haha it's like in October 2011, and now it's May 2012. Errr, yeah, it's been that long.

I can't remember, so i don't think there were a lot of lows, or highs. If there were, i would have remembered.

I fought a lot with Vincent though, cause i don't know, i'm a crazy person. Haha

He's weird. He's still here when he knows the kinds of tantrums i throw.

Ahh, Vincent, i love you so. *smiles*

Day 29. Goals for the next 30 days.

That's easy.

First things first, saving money.

Seriously, that's gonna be my goal for the next 30 months or 30 years. Haha. So many things to think about. Firstly, if Vincent and i are meant to be together, where would we stay? New Zealand or Singapore?

Also, family holidays and all that jazz.

I have been restraining myself from doing shopping like i did before. It's not as hard as i thought it would be. If you all know me, you all know that i LOVE shopping. Especially online shopping, i can be so impulsive. Saying that not shopping is not hard is shocking.

It shocked me.

I have walked past a lot of shops and went to a lot of online shops that offers FREE shipping. Knowing me, i would jump in there and just buy buy buy but yeah, i can actually restraint myself from buying. Perhaps, i have a bigger picture in mind, that's why it's not been so bad.

Secondly, my job.

I have been given more challenging tasks, and it is a huge step for me, so i am still learning. That's why i like my job so much, everyday is a learning journey. There are so many new things every single day that sometimes when you feel like you're just getting used to the new changes, something new pops up from nowhere.

It's awesome.

Oh! And also to lose weight. Vincent gave me permission to lose weight, just 10kgs though. If i lose more than that, he said he's gonna leave me. Haha, i am gonna get a earful, for sure!

Weird right? He actually does love me for who i am, fats and all.

Though, i am gonna be signing up for Zumba classes tomorrow. The classes will be in June, so i have checked and cleared a lot of my work schedule. Thank goodness, it worked in my favour.

We'll see what happens. *fingers crossed*

Day 28. Something that you miss

Oh. My. God.

Vincent's cuddles and snuggles at night before we go to bed. I miss his kisses and crushing in his arms. I miss him carrying me JUST to prove to me that i'm not THAT heavy. I miss his laughter and his random impersonations of me.

Vincent's back rub in the morning when we wake up.

I've always had back aches ever since i started working in the library. I'm thinking it's all the heavy boxes i have to carry and stuff. Ah well.

Yeah, i miss having him around. I have been feeling very sensitive lately cause i really really do miss him. Tears would sometimes roll down my cheeks. Eugh, i miss his presence.

I miss a lot of things but that's the first thing that pops in my head.

I miss having a family gathering. A picnic with all my aunts and cousins, like how we used to do it before. Everyone's saving up for a lot of things, so we now look forward to family holidays.

Ahhh, i miss Vincent. *cries*

Day 27. A problem that you have had

A problem that i have that i have solved.

What is it? I actually cannot remember. I don't know. Haha what do you guys think?

I think it's pretty much trying to actually tell everyone what to do at work. The thing is, i am not trying to be bossy, but some things at work are under my care. Some people would conveniently forget to do some things that is pretty important. I have to obviously follow up.

I used to be the new girl. So, you all should know what it's like with being "new". I tend to not want to step on anyone's toes but after talking to the previous manager about it, i feel for confident in telling people to clean up or clear up their messes so i don't have to do a double job.

Yeah, i like my job. The people in there and stuff. It's nice, so i'm not complaining much.

Well, i MIGHT be back.

Yes, yes, I know. I haven't been blogging.

I have been busy really. That's all i can say. Excuses, excuses. I know, but i can't help it. Every time i feel like blogging, i will get so tired.

I have tried blogging at work, but eh, too many eyes. *if you know what i mean*

So yeah, i will try to finish up my October's 30 days. Haha

It's been a while. Blogger even has a new look now. Not bad. Not bad at all.

Okay!

Day 26. What kind of person attracts you.

Haha, someone like James Dean! So charming and so suave!


If you guys didn't know, i have actually been in love with James Dean ever since i watched his biography during donkey yonks ago.


I don't find James Dean exceptionally good looking, but there was just something about him.


Haha, okay, lets not talk about James Dean. So, is it physically or not? Lets start with the physical aspect first? OKay, lets!


I am not the kind that goes for really really good looking guys. I find them attractive, that's why i like looking at them, but i have never been attracted to one. I mean, if guys take care of themselves physically, it's good. I just don't like those naturally chiseled jaw bones, with sharp noses and piercing eyes.


I like the kind of guys that are a bit geeky, a little bit socially awkward. I have no idea why, but i find them really interesting.

I like tall guys. They have to be taller than me when i'm wearing heels. I feel a lot safer with a taller guy. It's just my preference.I also like guys with strong arms.

I don't know. There is no specific type that i look for, you know? What about you though?

Day 25. Someone who fascinates you and why.

To be honest, i think people are gonna think i'm crazy, but it is actually Adolf Hitler.

Now, i am not one of those crazy people to be digging up his family history and what not, but i do feel like he was a very powerful individual.

I don't necessarily agree with his ways and i definitely do not give tacit approval to his actions with the gas chambers and what not.

I just feel like he was a very tactical person and also influential, in a way. He let his presence known and was just very assertive to what he wanted. He had a purpose and he went for it.

I don't know. He truly intrigues me. The kind of individual i would want to study in depth on. You know what i mean?

Haha, yeah. I know it's not really justifiable why i picked him, but i have always been curious about him ever since i started liking war histories. Haha

What about you guys? Who fascinates you?