Wowee! This is like the first time i get off from school so late! Went out of school at around 10:45pm.. On a Friday for goodness sake! Reached home at around 11:40+pm, nearly 12.. Jeesh! Things i do to get good grades! Haha.. Well, stayed back for projects..
So many projects to do with so little time.. Had 4 projects but 2 have been done, so I'm down with another 2.. MCT and Sociology.. Well, did MCT project at around 2:30pm till 5:30pm.. It's kinda frustrating cause not all the members are there.. I don't wanna talk about it, but it's really annoying when someone from your group decided to go home instead of doing the project.. It's okay i guess cause she claimed that she was not feeling well, whatever.. I don't mind if you can get your job done by yourself but when you say that you don't know how to do it when all you have to do is copy from the book, then seriously what are you doing in Poly!? I'm not trying to complain or bitch about anything but seriously if you're in my shoe, i think you'll get what i mean.. She expects people to listen to her but when we point out her mistake, she'll get all pissed.. We have to listen to her and it's stupid cause she always thinks she's right.. Whatever, just as long as she finish her part, I'm not gonna show her attitude.. Idiot!
Sociology project after that and it was fun.. Haha, so much difference from my psychology group members.. Nothing personal to my psychology ex-mates.. We get along so well.. I think we all have almost similar sense of humor, that's why we laugh at each other's jokes and not get too personal about it.. It's great.. I just love my psychology mates!
Oh well, been very stressed this few days cause of projects, class test and the upcoming exams.. I snapped at everyone who gets too close to my breathing space.. I think Ryan suffers the worst cause he's always with me.. Sometimes i just get mad for no apparent reason, i know it's crazy but my temper is like the weather.. Ryan tried comforting me the other day but i feel kinda smothered.. I kinda said things that i shouldn't say and i can feel that Ryan feelings got hurt because of that.. That's the thing about me you see, i say things without thinking twice about how it will affect the other person.. I apologized but he keeps saying it's not my fault.. He's a very sweet guy, it's so hard to find someone as much patience as him.. Of course after a few minutes we kinda made up, cause i can't stand him being mad at me without showing it.. He's perfect, i just don't know what to say.. Of course he has flaws but his strengths overpowered that weaknesses he have and that just make him look so perfect.. I love him, i really do.. Not just as friends or as a bestfriend, but i really do love him.. I told him about it and I'm so glad he reciprocated that feeling.. No, we're not together yet cause he told me not to rush into things and i agreed.. He understands that i have other commitment like school and personal achievements.. The good thing now is that, i have someone to reach my goal with.. I finally have that support I've been looking for and not be alone anymore.. I'll always love him, no matter what our fate might be..
So kinda hung out with my punk friends the other day.. Police cars have been patrolling Yishun alot these few weeks.. Why? I have no idea.. Was walking to the bus stop when this police car stopped us.. I was like the odd one out cause i was on my way to school and i look like i don't fit in with the stupid clothes I'm wearing.. Well, i figured it's just a routine check so i ignored it.. Okay yah, they're smoking and two of them have been drinking but i guess it's not problem cause they're all over 21.. No, they don't look like those normal punks that have super long mohawks and green hair with piercings on every holes they can make on every parts of their body.. They look normal excepts maybe those spiked cuffs they're wearing and the metal chains dangling.. Yeah, i never get that metal chains thingy.. Haha, anyway so this police officer pulled me aside probably cause i was the only girl there..
P.Officer: IC please..
Arynne: No IC, student pass can? (Pass my student ez-link)
P.Officer: Sure, no problem.. (took the pass and examine) You're 20!? I thought you were 16! So sorry (passed the student pass back)
Arynne: (give a weird face and take back the pass) yeah right.. (step smiling)
Irritating right!! I know i don't look old but i definitely don't look that young.. Whatever, such pathetic-ism..
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