Time is a valuable thing, watch it flock by as the pendulum swings

How long has it been since I blogged? Two days? Haha, my schoolmates get very puzzled whenever I write my blog because some of the posts are super long. Sometimes I too wonder where I get my ism.

Yeah, anyway I'm still not done with my Reflection essay and my research project. I'm just a little tired with everyone going on, I don't even have time to breathe properly. I eat really fast during lunch, sometimes even skipped lunch. There are just so many deadlines to follow, it's becoming ridiculous! Sometimes it baffles me how I am able to blog so much for one post, but when it comes to essays and reports, I get all muddle headed.

I think blogging is so much easier because you don't have to be so formal and you don't have to worry about what people think about it. You don't need to impress anybody so you don't really have to care if there's error in your grammar or tenses and basically, you don't have to think twice before writing (which have gotten me into trouble once or twice). As for reports, well we all know why I hate doing reports. Pfft, and all the formatting! We have to follow all these regulations of an Engineering report! It's something I hate the most, follow the rules because of all the restrictions.

So much for wanting to be a Prison Escort Officer. Can you believe it? A girl like me, loves being different, not wanting to conform and wouldn't care two hoots about what other people think, wants to have a career in prison. There's not alot of girls that wanna do a career in reform, so I guess it goes back to me not being a conformist. It's really an interest actually. My family knows that I've always wanted to do something in the law industry but I ended up doing Engineering. What a loser I've become!

I know that not alot of family and friends agree with the career path I wanna take. All my life, I've been trying to make close ones happy even if it means sacrificing my own happiness but this one's for me. It's something I wanna do for myself, something that will make me happy if I get to achieve. Other than that, I don't really care so much about what's gonna happen. Nobody really care about what I want anyway and since I always don't get the things I want, especially guys, I'm gonna leave my love life in the hands of my parents. If they think that they pick the right person for me then, who knows, maybe that person is.

Well enough about that. It's been so long since I'm out with my friends! Gah school, seriously! It's taking over my whole life! Its okay, just a little more to go. I just have to hold out for another 3 months and I'm off. I'm thinking of going away for a few months after that, but it's just a plan anyway. Oh well, we'll see how life works out for me.

Wokay, I'm back to doing my project now. See ya!