I sincerely apologised..

First and foremost, i would like to apologise to Mikael about what i wrote in my previous post.. I know i have no excuse to counter the move that i made. I didnt think about his feelings on that particular time i wrote that entry. The thing is i didn't know he'll react as strongly as he did.

Okay, maybe it's not his fault and i totally accept all blames and faults concerning this matter. I totally understand where he's coming from.

Previously, he did told me to open up and be honest about how i feel and i guess it's going fine until that day when he read the post. The thing is i find it awkward to tell him fully about what i think or how i feel. Maybe, sub-conciously i still like him back then. I dont know.. How do you expect me to tell you Mikael.. "I don't like you talking about other girls, but i dont really mind what favours you want me to do, cause i myself enjoy it.. all this just cause i still like you".. Is that how's it gonna go? I don't think so.. Yah, i admit.. I do have those little feelings left for you that's why i was mad when you made use of me but still in like with other girls.. I dont know lah okay.. I just wanna say i'm sorry and whether you forgive me, is all up to you.. But one thing's for sure.. I really dont wanna lose you as a friend again.. Tekkerz..