SICKKK

Oh my goodness, like seriously, i've never been this sick ever! Usually when i get fever or anything, it will just go away the very next day, but i've been sick for the past three days.

My head is spinning, my bones are cold, my body is aching, even my reflexes suck.

I broke 2 glasses, dropped one cup, dropped my toothbrush in the gutter hole of the toilet. NICE JOB! But the most stupidest thing is that, i don't even have the energy to open up a plastic bag. IT'S FULL OF FERRERO ROCHER, which i so absolutely love.

There's like 10 or so in there so i just took a scissors and cut off the plastic knot. Yeah, beat that sucker.

Haha, sorry, i'm just sick and my mind's been wandering off and i don't make sense at all when i talk. THE FREAKING MEDS DON'T WORK, DAMMIT!

K bye!

NEW HAIR!

And i LOVE it!

Wow

So had this discussion about some stupid ass topic with this guy, who claimed to be open minded and can accept people for what they are.

Yeah right.

Anyway, we were talking about this Nera (or Neha, or Neda, can't remember her name) chick, who died while protesting. Bla bla bla, like i care right. And the thing we were discussing about wasnt even about that damned chick or what they're protesting about. I just said that protesting is just another act of tyranny. A classic example of hypocrisy. I mean, when you stoop to the level of whatever you're protesting about, it doesn't really shout, "Hey, i'm into peace."

So, am i wrong to think that way? Like i said, we all have different views of what the world is.

But you as a person know that protesting isn't really a peaceful act. And you're protesting for peace? For freedom? Yeah, kiss my tanned Asian ass.

Anyway, he deleted me in Facebook just because we don't share the same view. "You're offending me", he said. *ROLLS EYES*

Some people just can't accept the fact that their opinions are not the only views around. PFFT

Something's kinda funny going on.

I am actually a little, well the word is not really freaked out. More like, wonder with a capital W. You know what i mean? Like seriously wonder.

Why in the world would guys post photos of their penises online? Okay, could be the same reason as to why girls post pictures of their cleavage or bare naked butt online. 

But the thing is, we know what buttons to push for a guy to tick. Guys are more imaginative. They can see a picture and imagine a whole scenario of porn-related images to get off on. Correct me if i'm wrong, but guys are more visual in a way that they can really feel what they see. Probably that's why they get hard every single time they see girls with big breasts wearing barely-there clothes ONLINE. 

Okay, back to my point. 

I still don't get it why guys post photos of their penises online. Some are worth boasting about, but some... Well, yeah. It's... yeah. HAHA

Just to let everyone know, i don't go around googling naked guys online. Just that being in Tagged and Facebook kinda open up my eyes to a whole new meaning of SELF-OBSESSION. Haha, yeah people, i'm not even kidding right now. 

I'll post a couple of pictures but since i'm not as perverted as my friends think i am, i won't. Besides, i don't think you all want to lose your appetite either. So yeah, moving on.

What i'm trying to say is that, girls are not as visually attracted to physical attributes online as much as guys. We don't get wet looking at pictures of naked guys and then think of a stimulating event and then start whipping out that B.O.B we secretly stashed away from everyone's eyes. Haha, i'm just kidding about the vibrators. 

But you all know what i'm trying to say?  

I'm just baffled by how perverted guys can be. Oh and please people, i don't wanna see your stinky penises on cam. JEESH.

ANOTHER ABRUPT END!

To my stalker(s)

It hurts you, doesn't it?

To know that you CAN'T have me. *smiles* 

P/S: I think my mum took my S$3 from my shelf.  HAHA

Make up mania

There's lots of things i wanna buy before Hari Raya, but yeap, you guessed it! I can't splurge these two months as there's too many things going on that need my financial concentration. HAHA

But yeah, i would LOVE to be a proud owner of an 88 warm and cool eyeshadow palettes. It doesn't have to be Coastal Scents cause it's pretty expensive. I saw some from an online blog called, MyClassyCloset. You can just click on the name to get to the website. I don't know how to make it open on a new tab/window so, yeah haha finish reading this post first before clicking on the link. HAHA

So yeah, there's more than a couple things i want from that site, but it's okay. I guess i have to wait to indulge myself in these adorable things.

Oh, and thanks Naddy for being my make up buddy. Haha, i never had anyone to talk make up with me! So yeah, keep sharing those sites.

So yeap, that's it. I'll try to get it as soon as possible or something and then i can definitely start on my make up collection. Yeah i know, MAC and Bobbi Brown are all awesome choices but i don't see the need to indulge in expensive make up, when at the end of the day, you're gonna just clean it off.

I'd rather buy E.L.F and i LOVE their products. Tried it a couple of times and i will definitely repurchase them. The Body Shop too! Haha, don't let me get started on it. IT'S AWESOME!

P/S: I've linked MyClassyCloset to my side bar just incase you girls are interested.
P/P/S: That's just me though, if you can afford it, go right ahead

ABRUPT END!

You have until 31st August!

Well well

Well hey everyone (imagine me waving at this part).

This is already the second day of Ramadan, but i don't think it's too late to wish you all that. So to all my Muslim friends, Happy Ramadan i guess? Haha, i never know what to say during this month. It's not like it's Hari Raya or something where i post a forgiveness blog thing.

Yeah, whatever. I tend to talk alot, so pardon the ramblings.

I haven't been blogging long posts for quite some time now. I've been super busy at work, and i don't even have time to open up my blogger page. Though, i already said it's not an excuse, it's true. Haha, i'm a busy busy bee right now at work.

Anyway, i don't wanna talk about work, we all know how boring that is. Bleah, i know right.

Well hey, it's the fasting month. You all know what that means!! Haha, yeah, time to lose some weight buddy. I know it's the wrong reason to fast, but i mean, it's an additional bonus of the fasting month. Nobody can nag at me anymore for not eating. Nyahaha. Awesome eh!

Like for me, i have a huge phobia about gaining weight. Even 1 kg can make me freak out. When that happens, i tend to skip my meals, and try to do everything to lose some weight. I know, not healthy. Whatever.

I very badly wanna lose weight. I know everybody's gonna tell me to love myself, to eat healthily, bla bla bla. Yeah, i've heard all that. Infact i do love myself, but i wanna lose some weight, dammit!

And it's not even the influence of the media, cause i totally think skinny celebrities are super ugly. Paris Hilton, Calista Flockhart, Mischa Barton? Yeah, UGLY. I do love curves and all that jazz so, seriously, it's not the media.

I don't know. I grew up being overweight, and it's scary to go back to that kinda size one day. That's why i'm preventing myself from going to that side of the scale.

I don't necessarily think obese people are repulsive, but i am however scared for them. No offence to them, but i just think that how can you not care about you being obese, you know? Like yeah, it's cool you're comfortable with yourself and your confidence is awesome, but and then what? It's unhealthy, no? I don't know. They kinda don't care about what they eat, and it scares me sometimes.

Okay, i better stop right there before i go out of topic again. My conclusion is that, i don't mind being curvy but i don't wanna get fat. It's my preference anyway. I don't wanna be super skinny though, cause that'll just be so ugly.

Haha, okay new topic.

SHOES. I WANNA BUY NEW SHOES!! But if i do, i'm gonna upset my budget so much. Haha, yeah, i told myself not to buy new shoes this two months cause i'm saving up for the KL trip. It's okay though, i'm gonna splurge once i made all the bookings. Muahaha

Well anyway, i'm not gonna talk so much about shoes, but there are 3 shoes that caught my eyes lately and i'm gonna show you all the shoes okay? ENJOY!







P/S: All shoes can be found at this website. http://www.pussycatshoes.com/

FINALLYYY

In the midst of spring cleaning my room. If there's anything, nudge me in MSN or text me if it's urgent. Will reply to them when i see/hear/read them.

See anything? :D

I'm LOVING it!

Bought brush-on bronzer in beads form from The Body Shop!

I LOVE IT!

May i?

May i have just one day to myself so i can bawl my eyes out?

Nyeah

I'm feeling a little bleah.

Any remedies for that? *frown*

Arrrr

Me likey this guy! Hehe



P/S: Don't worry baby boo, me likey you more. HAHA

I've decided

I'm applying for the UOB Visa R Gold Card soon-ish. It's a debit card by the way.

It lets you do phone/Internet/mail order transactions. WOOHOO. And it lets you pay as you spend, meaning that there will be absolutely NO monthly bills.

Muahaha, i'll tell you more about it once i applied for it.

Banker alert?

Anyone of you work in a bank, or know anything about debit card?

Haha, i have no clue. I wanna get a Visa Debit Card which allows me to make online purchases, and hopefully not too expensive to maintain. I HATE CREDIT CARD. Monthly bills is not my cup of tea.

So, anyone got any clues? Help me! Hehe

Miss you girlfriends to bits.

Cheeee

Can i not give a fuck anymore??
P/S: I love you still...

...

I miss you.

P/S: If you even care....

I'm bored.

This is by far my most boring weekend ever.

Oh wait, before i forget. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!! 3/4 of Singapore citizens are out partying and what am i doing?

Eating chocolate chip ice cream with Milo powder topping and watching Happy Tree Friends on YouTube. Great, i should have bought that Season 3 Criminal Minds DVD so i won't be THIS bored. I'm so bored, i'm even thinking of spring cleaning right now.

Yeah, officially WEIRD.

My refrigerator reeks of durian right now. If you all don't know what durians are, it's those thorny green pungent smelly fruit. I think it's still the King of Fruit. Whatever, like i care. Haha

Brother bought Mummy a box of durian, which she absolutely adore. It's not that bad i guess if you can pass through that smell. It's really bad smelling, i have to admit that.

Why the hell am i talking about durians?

Anyhoo, i've got so much time on my hands that i'm watching my uploaded videos on YouTube (some can be found in my Facebook uploaded videos). Username: ArynneVengeance by the way. Haha

Oh yeah, back to the videos. I just realized that i have a very weird accent. It's not like i'm faking it cause i talk real normally when i'm unaware of the video recording or the camera but when the camera is being shoved in my face, i get this really mixed accent when i talk into the camera.

Don't know if you people notice it but i'm finding it a tad annoying. Could be all the different type of friends i have, and it could be that i pick up some of their accents and mix them all together to make it mine. Haha PSYCHO.

Haha it's okay if you guys can't spot it, maybe i'll try making one vlog for you all to hear. MAYBE is the keyword.

Anyway, moving on.

I have a huge fascination with people with green eyes. I don't know why, but they'll have this piercing look in their eyes, which is really sexy. Especially if the people have dark hair, GORGEOUS. Oh yeah, which reminds me, i have to get myself some new contact lenses since my green-coloured old one (which was 2 years old by the way) tore.

The stupid thing is that, it's not the edges that's torn, it's the middle. Haha, kinda like a picked on tear. You know what i'm talking about? Yeah, neither do i but i'm gonna go get me some new contacts before December.

I'm probably gonna start stocking on my make up. The brushes, the eye shadows, blushers, lip gloss. You know, the works. Oh ESPECIALLY eye shadows. Haha, i'm thinking that Linsy will not go home if i stock on my eyeshadow palettes. She adore make up.

Yes, i've got my very first Anna Sui product. I didn't buy it, it was given to me by someone. Which is awesome, i think cause recently i just talked to Rehan randomly how i wanna try Anna Sui's make up cause i heard it's really good and then i got it! Hehe.

Below are the photos of the eyeshadow triple palette.





Okay, it kinda seemed like the camera is not picking up the colour of the shadows really well, but it's in a very nice earthy tone. Light brown, a dark brown colour and kinda like golden brown colour. You can definitely use this for the sun kissed look, and add a little bronzer around the cheeks, and you're good to go.

Of course it comes in a Anna Sui box, and the black casing with the rose symbol. Yeah, and it's pretty compact so you can really just bring it anywhere.

I'm gonna go now. So i'll write you all later!

Round and round, here we go again

I don't know if it's paranoia, anxiety or hypervigilance.

I'm leery of everyone around me. I feel like people are keeping things from me, lying to me. It sounds crazy i know. You have no idea how stupid i feel.

My gut instinct trying to tell me something, maybe? I'm trying my hardest not to accuse everyone around me. I asked so many people the very same question and i feel like I'm falsely blaming some of the innocent ones.

It could be symptoms of stress. It could also be my fear of abandonment acting up, i don't know.

I really don't know what to do.

Technology sucks

I can't get into my blog page. My tele won't work! I'm especially pissed with my tele cause Criminal Minds season 4 will start in an hour and it's taking its own sweet time to warm up.

FUCK TECHNOLOGY.

Oh, and Facebook is getting really fucked. So is Google. I'm thinking, maybe i should change my blog webpage to wordpress, maybe i'll have less problems like that.

Seriously developers, do something about it. Don't you know? Your subscribers are your life! Pfft.

I HATE TECHNOLOGY!!

Not helping

Arynne has to work, but Eryanna hates the work Arynne is doing. Guess who's winning?

P/S: Don't think that i know everything even though i've been here for the past 6 months.
P/P/S: There's only so much ONE girl can do.

Wonder

If i feel that the person i deeply care about is lying to me, am i entitled to ask that person about it?

Is this my gut instinct trying to warn me, or is this just a serious case of paranoia?

Perhaps

Invisible mode turned on today, mayhaps? Hm

Hmm

It has always been that way, anyway.

Here goes.

What i realized

What i realized about people is that, no matter what it is, it is never our fault.

Even if it is, we will search for some reassurance that it's not. We will find some things that will justify our innocence.

Well hey, whatever makes us sleep at night, i guess.

Sagittarius personality.

"Sagittarius is the ninth sign of the astrological year and is known by its astrological symbol, the Archer. Sagittarian individuals are jovial, intelligent, and freedom-loving. With Jupiter as the ruling planet, people born under this sign are considered to be understanding and principled. They have an appetite for learning and travel.

Below you’ll find general characteristics for the Sagittarius man, woman, child, lover, and friend. At the bottom of this page, you’ll find links to articles with detailed personality profiles for every day that falls under the Sagittarius sign. Read on to see if the characteristics ring true for you or the Archer in your life.

The Sagittarian Man
The typical Sagittarian man is well-traveled and well-read. He has boundless enthusiasm. Sagittarian men need to love their work. Career concerns often take them away from family life, but they aren't as driven as other fire-signs. They are philosophical and a bit old-fashioned. The typical Sagittarian man keeps himself in good physical condition.

The Sagittarian Woman
Sagittarian women are friendly, sociable, and outgoing. They have a reputation for being blunt speakers who don't worry how their opinions will be received. Like their male counterparts, Sagittarian women love to travel and are curious about other cultures. Like other fire-sign females, they are not afraid to take risks. Sagittarian women are often tall and svelte, though they have a tendency to put on weight in middle age. They have a fashion style all their own.

The Sagittarian Child
Sagittarian children are adventurous from birth. From an early age they appreciate the value of things and the satisfaction they can bring. Sagittarian youngsters usually love school. They participate in sports and are big on school spirit. Sagittarian teens need plenty of freedom, but they are likely to use it wisely.

The Sagittarian Lover
As soon as they fall in love, the typical Sagittarian begins to worry about what he or she is going to have to give up. So they may put off making a commitment as long as possible. When they do settle down, they adjust well. They refuse to let the relationship get stale and always look for ways to bring excitement to the union.

The Sagittarian Friend
Sagittarians make excellent friends. Though they have many intellectual pursuits, the Sagittarian isn't a meet-for-coffee friend. They are doers. They make the best travel companions. They are informed about their destinations but also know side trips and facts that make the journey enjoyable.

Sagittarius Information
Element: Fire
Quality: Cardinal
Planetary ruler: Mars
Birthstone: Diamond
Flower: Hawthorn
Color: Scarlet
Key characteristic: Leadership
Strengths: Intelligent, assertive, adventurous
Challenges: Trouble with sharing, too much ego, vindictive

A Sagittarius born on December 14 can juggle a variety of tasks and responsibilities. Good-natured and friendly, they make wonderful cheerleaders for the goals and ambitions of others. They remain enthusiastic and full of optimism no matter the circumstance.

Friends and Lovers
Men and women born on this date never differentiate between good, old, or best friends. Their love affairs and even marriage are grounded in friendship. They have a communal attitude about relationships and are capable of grouping everyone they love and considering the result one big collage of human happiness.

Children and Family
It's typical for Sagittarian types to grow up happily in a family, rebel, separate, then make up later. December 14 people fit this description. They aren't big on commitment, though if they do become parents they often surprise themselves with the depth of their love.

Health
December 14 people brag about never being sick, though they often take their vitality for granted. They have an interest in crystal balancing, aura cleansing, and chakra adjustment -- and they couldn't care less how odd or trendy it may seem.

Career and Finances
December 14 people are the original show people. Deep down they want someone to make them a "star." When this does not come true, they're likely to turn their interest to other creative endeavors. They have an almost naive contempt for money and refuse to let it influence their choices.

Dreams and Goals
To be, to think, to do, to express -- these are the goals of December 14 natives. They have little interest in putting together a linear plan of life and achievement. If it feels good, if it helps someone, if it creates beauty for even an instant, they go for it. To unplug themselves from the workaday world is something they need.

Sagittarius Information for December 14
You should embrace:Diversity, sentiment, enjoyment
You should avoid:Stubbornness, lack of control, resistance"

taken from: http://entertainment.howstuffworks.com/december-14-birthday-astrology.htm and http://entertainment.howstuffworks.com/sagittarius.htm