Saturday, August 08, 2009

Round and round, here we go again

I don't know if it's paranoia, anxiety or hypervigilance.

I'm leery of everyone around me. I feel like people are keeping things from me, lying to me. It sounds crazy i know. You have no idea how stupid i feel.

My gut instinct trying to tell me something, maybe? I'm trying my hardest not to accuse everyone around me. I asked so many people the very same question and i feel like I'm falsely blaming some of the innocent ones.


It could be symptoms of stress. It could also be my fear of abandonment acting up, i don't know.

I really don't know what to do.

1 comment:

valkylie said...

i hear u.. i think i do the same thing.. instead of accusing, i just choose not to believe anything or anyone but myself..