Well well

Well hey everyone (imagine me waving at this part).

This is already the second day of Ramadan, but i don't think it's too late to wish you all that. So to all my Muslim friends, Happy Ramadan i guess? Haha, i never know what to say during this month. It's not like it's Hari Raya or something where i post a forgiveness blog thing.

Yeah, whatever. I tend to talk alot, so pardon the ramblings.

I haven't been blogging long posts for quite some time now. I've been super busy at work, and i don't even have time to open up my blogger page. Though, i already said it's not an excuse, it's true. Haha, i'm a busy busy bee right now at work.

Anyway, i don't wanna talk about work, we all know how boring that is. Bleah, i know right.

Well hey, it's the fasting month. You all know what that means!! Haha, yeah, time to lose some weight buddy. I know it's the wrong reason to fast, but i mean, it's an additional bonus of the fasting month. Nobody can nag at me anymore for not eating. Nyahaha. Awesome eh!

Like for me, i have a huge phobia about gaining weight. Even 1 kg can make me freak out. When that happens, i tend to skip my meals, and try to do everything to lose some weight. I know, not healthy. Whatever.

I very badly wanna lose weight. I know everybody's gonna tell me to love myself, to eat healthily, bla bla bla. Yeah, i've heard all that. Infact i do love myself, but i wanna lose some weight, dammit!

And it's not even the influence of the media, cause i totally think skinny celebrities are super ugly. Paris Hilton, Calista Flockhart, Mischa Barton? Yeah, UGLY. I do love curves and all that jazz so, seriously, it's not the media.

I don't know. I grew up being overweight, and it's scary to go back to that kinda size one day. That's why i'm preventing myself from going to that side of the scale.

I don't necessarily think obese people are repulsive, but i am however scared for them. No offence to them, but i just think that how can you not care about you being obese, you know? Like yeah, it's cool you're comfortable with yourself and your confidence is awesome, but and then what? It's unhealthy, no? I don't know. They kinda don't care about what they eat, and it scares me sometimes.

Okay, i better stop right there before i go out of topic again. My conclusion is that, i don't mind being curvy but i don't wanna get fat. It's my preference anyway. I don't wanna be super skinny though, cause that'll just be so ugly.

Haha, okay new topic.

SHOES. I WANNA BUY NEW SHOES!! But if i do, i'm gonna upset my budget so much. Haha, yeah, i told myself not to buy new shoes this two months cause i'm saving up for the KL trip. It's okay though, i'm gonna splurge once i made all the bookings. Muahaha

Well anyway, i'm not gonna talk so much about shoes, but there are 3 shoes that caught my eyes lately and i'm gonna show you all the shoes okay? ENJOY!







P/S: All shoes can be found at this website. http://www.pussycatshoes.com/