Monday, August 25, 2008

Update

One paper down, one more to go.



ICC exam paper was shit ass difficult. Well, compared to the previous semester's paper, our paper is more harder.



I don't know if it's because the teacher have high hopes on us, or because she's trying to sabotage our graduation. Either way, i'm leaving this school. BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!



One more paper on Friday. Can't wait for last day of school.



Gonna update soon and gonna talk to you all laterz!


Sunday, August 24, 2008

Just another mindless post

My boobs feel so sore. I don't know why, don't ask and no, it's not that time of the month. Oh well, i'm sure it's nothing serious or whatever. But it's been a few days though.



Yeah anyway



I'm having my exams this week and i can't help but feel the stress burning up inside of me. I can really feel the heat from everyone cause this is our last semester in school and everything should be perfect.



I can't wait for the last day of school (which falls on the 28th August), after that i'm free from all burden. Well school burden anyway, i'm still stuck here with the same shit in Singapore.



Anyhoo, John is gonna treat us to Swensen's on the last day of school. He's generous, don't you think? Sorry if you're not invited, it's for close friends only. He picked the girls up for school the other time and it's great of him cause he lives in the west side of Singapore while i live on the north side. Our school? East side.



Haha yeah. Singapore's not that big. 2 hours from one end to the other end at most if you're taking public trandsport.



You can take the girl out of the east side but you can never take the east side out of the girl. Haha, or something along that line. That's what happen to me anyway. I grew up in the east side. From Serangoon to Bedok and then to Tampines before i have to move to the north sde, Yishun. Spent my primary, and a year of secondary school in Tampines. Then i moved to Yishun. After my secondary school, i have to go to ITE after which i have to go to TP. Guess where my ITE was? Yeah, you guessed it. TAMPINES. EVen my daddy lives in the east side.



It's totally different, the east side and the north side. One is a more friendly neighbourhood and another is more quiet. One is more lively, and anohter is more boring. One is more good looking and another one isn't. Haha, just kidding on the last one.



But seriously, i really prefer the east side. Maybe when i have enough money to move, i'll move back to the east side. So look out for me! Wait, maybe i should just leave Singapore if i have the money. Hmmmm



Haha okay lovelies, i'll talk to you soon!


Thursday, August 21, 2008

Hardy Har Har

I miss my girlfriend, seriously. Been a while since i've paint the town red with them. I really think we should meet up one day.



Violet told me that OJ's band will be performing and she invited me along for the gig. Well we'll see, i'm broke seriously but if she's willing to pay for me first, i'll gladly say yes.



Haven't seen OJ perform for quite some time and at the same time i get to meet my girlfriends. Maybe i'll just go and try to get laid or something.



Ha, as if i would really do that. I'm not a slut whore like some of your girlfriends/exgirlfriends are/were. If i were, i'd probably have fucked the whole of TP.



Nah, i'll probably have better taste. Haha



K, see ya laters!


Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I think it's best i leave

I don't know how to react to anything right now. I hate fighting. With him. But lately, that's all we've been doing all the time.



Maybe it's me, maybe it's him but i feel like nothing's right anymore. I know it means nothing to him but it does to me. Everytime we fight, i feel horrible.



Probably I'm hoping too much from this friendship. I know i shouldn't but you people don't get it. I like him and me being a serial monogamy type of person just make me feel more.... foolish kinda. I like the friendship and all the little flirts we have, it's just hard to be just friends with him when i have feelings for him.



I know i shouldn't blame anyone but myself. It's almost impossible to forget him when he always make me so happy. You girls know what i mean? It's just that feeling you have when both of you are talking and even if there's a petty disagreement, you know that it's just fun play.



You people are probably laughing at me right now. I know it's just wishful thinking on my part since he's all the way there and I'm here. But i like him you know.



You people don't get it. Hell, i don't think he gets how much i like him. I'm freaking out at how much he made me fall for him. It's unfair.



Honestly once again, i don't know how to be just friends with him. I think it's best i leave.


Note to self: It is illegal to stab people for being stupid.

Saying you wants something and actually getting it are two different things. Yeah I did say I wanna get hair extensions but I didn’t get it in the end. It took me a long time and a lot of care to get my hair this long and smooth so stop saying it’s fake dammit!





I’ve heard some of the girls debating if my hair is real hair extensions or synthetic hair extensions. Guess what?! It’s neither cause they’re not extensions! I know it pains you to see hair this good that is actually real! Haha, kidding but my hair is really real babies. Envy it.





Another thing





What’s with all these credit card agents wanting me to sign up for a credit card? I may look expensive but let me tell you something, I’M NOT RICH! *gasp* Haha, hard to believe since Violet said my taste in things are so high.





The Juicy Couture slash GUESS watch look alike with all the blings blings actually costs me $18. The Paco Rabanne perfume was a birthday present from Hazel and the pole dancer heels cost me $20. Most of my clothes are from This Fashion and Esprit, and my bags are from Bega or Zinc. Don’t even let me talk about the money I have in my bank account. I don’t even have a job for goodness sake. So yeah, stop approaching me for credit card applications! Haha





Yeah so anyway, let’s talk about something totally unrelated.





This girl friend of mine is interested in Anthony (one of my notoriously girl crazy ex boyfriend) and she actually ask me for permission to go for him. I find it really nice of her to ask but at the same time, ridiculous. I mean Anthony and I were history long ago, we broke up about 3 or 4 years ago and honestly, whoever my ex boyfriends date is none of my business.





You know what I mean?





But I think it’s cool that she’s respecting the face that Anthony was once my boyfriend. So yeah K, of course you can go for him. Haha





Oh yes, I’ve been wanting to talk about this. DOG OWNERS!





Not everyone so pardon the post if it seems like an attack to all dog owners. I’m just talking about those inconsiderate and uncivilized pigs that think that cats are dirty and noisy while dogs are not.





I’ve read complains about cats making noises at night and doing their dirty business everywhere but here’s the thing, DOGS DO THAT KINDA THINGS TOO!





I don’t give a hoot if you live in a private property with your idiotic dog barking furiously in the middle of the night, but when you’re living in a neighbourhood apartment, please shut that stupid dog of yours.





I’m not a dog hater infact; I do love puppies and some dogs. Okay, to be fair I shouldn’t blame the dogs but the owners themselves. I mean dude, do something to keep that dog of yours quiet. Incase you haven’t noticed, there are other people living in the other units of the apartment and they don’t want to listen to your dog barking at nothingness in the middle of the night. Put on a mouth cover or something!





And another thing, when your dogs do their dirty business somewhere in public, PICK THEM UP! It’s irritating enough to see that filthy stuff everywhere but when people accidentally stepped on them, it just becomes messy!





Hey, here’s a suggestion!





Instead of wasting money sending your dogs to dog schools for training, why not you send YOURSELF to dog school. Hey, maybe they’ll teach you how to be more civilized.





It’s just really annoying to have these kinda people living in society; irresponsible and uncouth people. Seriously if I hear a dog bark one more time at the most inappropriate time, I will not hesitate to call the SPCA.





So here’s a heads up… IF YOU’RE LIVING IN YISUN AND OWN A DOG, PLEASE BEAR IN MIND WHAT I’VE JUST SAID. Don’t blame me if one day your dog gets taken away by the SPCA.





Well that’s all for now, talk to you later! Muacks!





P/S: Congratulation to Team Singapore Table Tennis Female to win the silver medal in the Olympics. Yaadaa yaadaa and all that crap that comes along with it! *smiles*


Friday, August 15, 2008

Let me tell you more...

MY CLEANROOM PROJECT INTERVIEW SUCKED!



I totally blew it, seriously! I was so nervous. Well sure i get to answer some of his questions but i mean, SOME is not as good as ALL right?



Oh well, i think if he asked me one more question, i'll cry right there infront of him. Haha



Exams coming, wish me luck people!



Sexy bassist! I miss you! Haha *grin*


Monday, August 11, 2008

We've all been lost for most of this life, everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us

My blog's dead! It's been a while since i last blog. I have so much to blog about but there's hardly any time for me to. Everytime i come online, it's to pass groupmates research materials or to do a report.



I'll try to find time to blog. Seriously, i need to blog. Blogging is an outlet for me, to express what i think and how I'm feeling that very time. It's like an alternate friend. For those people who blog, you should know what i mean.



Anywayz, i haven't been wanting to go home early these few days. Go to school early, stay in school till night time but still refuses to go home. I haven't eaten dinner at home for a good whole week! I eat breakfast in school and dinner outside with the girls. I don't know, i just don't look forward to going home as much anymore.



It's just filled with negative aura, my house. It doesn't feel like a home anymore, it's like there's something there that is feeding on my energy. You all get what i mean? It's crazy cause i prefer to be in school than at home. I don't want to feel like this but there's always arguments going on in the house and it's effecting me.



I've been very short tempered, i blow up at the slightest thing and shouted at every schoolmate that pisses me off. I know it's starting to seem a little overbearing but it's just all these problems I've got and having so many deadlines don't help with anything.



To be honest, i can't solve the problems on my own. I have to admit that i need help, badly but who else can i depend on? There's no one i can truly depend on, not my family and definitely not my friends. Gotta agree with me, they're not gonna be around forever to help me and they too have their own problems, probably much bigger than mine. I have no one to depend on but myself.



Another reason why i don't want people to help is that i know it's my problem. I have to deal with it on my own. I don't wanna trouble anyone with my problems because i know i can never help them with theirs. I'll work it out eventually. If i don't, I'll live with it. Myself, and not troubling anyone.



Thanx Robert, Alistair, Christopher, Zohren, Allysa and Ryan for everything. You all have helped me enough, it's time i work this out on my own.



I'll deal with it... eventually.


Sunday, August 03, 2008

Don't go around running your big mouth like a bitch ass if you've got nothing smart to say

As all of you (or none of you) know, i had my interview assessment on Friday. I did really well, the interviewer loved my answers to her questions and she liked the way i looked for the interview, the way I'm so knowledgeable about the manufacturing industry and how i do volunteer work. I'm proud of myself, anybody else proud of me? Haha



Anyway, i recycled my formal attire during my Major Project presentation cause I'm just so broke to buy new clothes. I wore my black and red 4 inch heels (the heels i posted pictures on my blog the other time) so i told WinnieC to share a cab with me (since we both stay nearby). I don't wanna sweat in my formal attire and my make up and i definitely don't wanna stand up in the bus with those heels on.



But anyway, enough about me cause nothing really happened to me in those heels, i guess I'm so used to being tall so having another 4 inches to my height didn't do much. So once i reached school, i joined WinnieC's class cause i didn't have class that morning, i took off my heels (so did Mages and Winnie).



Yeah lets skip all the boring parts and go straight to the funny part.



After ICC lecture, while going up the stairs, Mages kinda nearly trip on the stairs, thank goodness John was beside her. I didn't really know what happened but Mages' reactions was really hilarious!



[After tripping, looking at her heel. I was already at the top of the lecture theater beside the exit door]



Mages: Eh, the heels bent siak!
WinnieC: (abruptly turned back to look at Mages) You sure not? (Arynne i was just giggling at her reaction)
Mages: (stomping her foot while going up the stairs) WHAT KIND OF SHOE IS THIS?! NONSENSE!
Arynne: (already laughing) Are you sure? It's not bent!
Mages: (took off the shoes and look at the heels) Eh! Really bent ah!
WinnieC and Arynne: (laughed heartily nonstop)



[Her reaction was so funny that WinnieC and I laughed all the way to class, even during lunch.]



The way she said it was super funny. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT! Haha



P/S: Her heels didn't really broke or bent inwards. She was being a drama queen as usual. Haha kidding!



Yeah skip skip skip, one hour before the interview was busy. We were asking each other the possible questions the interviewers were gonna ask and answering the questions like what they wanna hear and at the same time help improvise on other's answers. It was noisy in the lab seriously. I was talking to myself and WinnieC looked like she was about to cry. Mages couldn't stop rehearsing and get mad when people interrupt her and Winnie, well she's the most relaxed i have to say.



The interview wasn't as bad as we thought it would be. I was nervous waiting outside the room but it went away once i got into the room and saw how cheerful the interviewer was. She didn't ask any questions that we rehearsed but it was reasonably answerable questions.



We went back to access lab after the interview since it was still too early to go home. Our intention was actually to do out Cleanroom project but we gave up cause our brains were not cooperating. Mages played games, Winnie slept while WinnieC and me chat online, disturbing each other. Yeah, we're awesome like that! Haha! We were having fun when the guys came in. I don't mind the other 3 but i don't really like one of them, let's name him E.



E is a fairly smart guy. Well, he's really smart actually cause he does better in studies than any of us. I don't really like him though. Not because he's smarter than me (i can handle that) but because he's the kind that will show off and look down on people at the same time. He likes to be the best and can't have anyone better than him. If there are people better than him, he'll say that they were just lucky. I mean, he's just so irritating. He thinks he's so big and that everyone is afraid of him just because nobody talk back to him. The reason why people don't talk back to him is because he's not worth wasting their intelligence on cause he'll only say stupid stuff and it's irritating to have a come back to stupid remarks.



I may keep quiet and may seem nice and caring but once you run your mouth like a bitch ass, oh hell no am i gonna keep quiet. When he open up his mouth to say those shit, in my mind i was like, "Keep talking dude, keep talking, You're just fucking yourself up right now.". But did he shut up? Noooo! I guess he's not afraid to sound stupid.



[I got A for my interview assessment so i was showing the boys my score sheet and he starts blabbing apecrap]



Arynne: (putting away my score sheet) I got A! I got A!
E: Okay, let's compare overall CCOM grade
(with that stuck up tone)
Arynne: Dude! That just show how low your standards are if you're gonna compare yourself to someone lower than you. You should atleast compete with someone as good or better than you.
E: Your marks are also not bad what
Arynne: It's still the same thing cause everyone knows that I'm still lower than you. Dude, where's your standard!
(Background E was going "No, no, no, no") I'm done!



[And then he shut up and walked away]



Anyway the loudest one in the room is usually the one that knows that least so whatever to him. I'm done talking about him, just know that I'm not one who keeps quiet when people invite me to have a verbal sparring session. Haha ask John, I'm sure he'll agree with me. John was present when the incident happened, so he talked to me about it when the other guys went off.



John: If he can't talk past me, what makes him think that he can talk past you.
Arynne: Exactly! (after a moment) Are you indirectly saying that I'm better than you?
John: No! No.. (thinking for a while) Oh noooo!!! Haha
Arynne: That was very unwise and unintelligent of you.



Haha, well it was funny. It's fun to have a verbal sparring partner like him. He's alright.



Yeah anyhoo, I'll talk to you guys soon. I'm going back to my reports!



Muacks!