Boys boys, all types of boys!

I like girls but everyone knows that i love guys much more.. Especially my bestfriends, Sally and Belle knows how much of a guy-crazy bitch i am.. "Agreed girls? Haha.."

Unlike all other girls, i don't keep a black book of how many guys I've dated.. Probably that's why whenever someone ask me how many ex-boyfriends i have, I'll answer "I'm not sure!".. It's not as if I'm trying to avoid that question or stuff like that, i just think once you break up there's no point thinking about them..

Well, after dozens of people asked me the same questions over and over again.. I've decided to think about it, you know.. Though i don't think the list I'm about to type out is accurate, but atleast people get the idea of it.. I can assure you though that the guys I'm about to mention is of course, renamed and incomplete.. Haha, i can't remember EVERYONE I've dated you know..

The case of the ex:-

Benjamin:
I can tell you that although he's not the first guy I've dated, he's definitely my first love.. Yah, he's terribly older than me.. He was 20 when i was 13, like i said.. Age doesn't matter, the older the better.. Haha, thinking back i have no idea why i like dating older guys.. Most probably cause they're much mature, much sweeter and much more stable..
He's the best boyfriend, I've ever had at that time.. And to tell you honestly, all other boyfriends i have after him, I'll compare them to him.. He's pretty cute, not hot but cute.. Not that typical chinese cause he speaks better malay than me.. Why did we break up if he was so perfect? I don't know.. I was 13, he was 20.. He's in the stage of settling down after NS, while me, i still wanna be a teenager.. The last time i heard, he was getting married and that was 2 years ago.. No, i don't keep in contact with him but i bet he'll make a very good husband.. Haha..

Anthony:
Well well well, haha he started out being my 'god brother' or as malays call it 'abang angkat'.. He's weird in a quirky kind of way.. Definitely the first metalhead i ever dated.. Here's the thing, he's nice and stuff but he's terribly horny.. Haha, but it's fun being with him.. We flirt and try to keep the relationship fresh.. The thing lasted only 3 months but it was a fun 3 months.. Although he's 4 years older than me, he still have that little kid in him.. Well, believe it or not we're still friends even till now!

Cameron:
Ha, he is Anthony's brother.. I dated him first before i dated Anthony.. Of course he didn't know i was dating Anthony WHILE i was dating him, but i swear that Anthony knew about Cameron and me.. I have no intention of telling either of them anyway cause to me relationships were all about having fun and i was having a hell lotta fun juggling them.. Cameron was nice, angry but not abusive.. He has never shouted at me, and even when he found out about Anthony he was calm when we broke up.. Haha, yeah still friends with him cause he's a great friend..

Jason:
Ha, the cousin of Anthony and Cameron.. The most guys I've dated at ONE time was probably 3, and that's the 3 of them.. Haha, Jason is a fun guy.. Really lovely, very mushy and definitely the hopeless romantic kind.. Love him to bits!! He's like the younger version on Benjamin cause i was most loved by Jason than the other two dude that was mentioned above.. Haha, we broke up because his parents hates me.. Well, i hate his parents too so it's a mutual feeling.. Don't see him that often now but when we do, it's really nice..

Alyssa:
My lesbian partner.. My first and obviously not the last.. The on/off relationship we're having lasted even up till now.. She's chinese though but somehow she thinks she's adopted cause she says she don't look like her family AT ALL! Also a black metallist and a female guitarist, love her to bits.. Though she's with Justin now, we still have our little rendezvous every now and then.. "Love ya babe!"

Ryan:
My favourite one of all!! Well, yeah he's the guy i told you about.. He's the longest relationship I've ever had.. From June 2002 to January 2004! No, there's no cheating in between our relationship cause he was the guy i love most, even more than i loved Benjamin.. He's a sweet guy, my type of guy and definitely my dream guy.. He still wanna get back together with me but giving me all the time in the world to make up my mind.. He's an ever faithful guy, very loyal and very caring.. Financially and psychologically stable.. Physically attractive and sexually adventurous.. He's there for me whenever i needed someone and he was my New Year's kiss this year!! Love it! Haha

Rob:
He's a psycho! A psycho black metallist but a great drummer.. He's a jealous freak and a vulgar boyfriend.. He's a liar and a very dishonest chap.. He's one year my junior.. You know since I've been dating older guys, i just wanna see how dating younger guys are and boy was it a mistake.. He's the reason why i don't date younger guys anymore.. He won't even let me talk to other guys, and when he found out i give out my number to other guys, he gets all vulgar and stuffs.. He's acting like my husband and I'm not even serious with him.. He made me into an emotional roller-coaster wreck that i was.. Whatever, he sucks.. We didn't even officially broken up, i changed my number to avoid him and thank goodness!

Mikael:
A nice guy.. Too nice i must say.. He's a perfect boyfriend, if not for the fact that he prioritize soccer and friends.. Actually, I've got nothing bad to say about him.. He's sweet, caring, romantic and even a great friend.. Why we broke up? It's not him, it's me..

Angel:
The worse boyfriend I've ever had.. He's older than me but much more immature.. He's brief and likes to run away from problems.. In short, he's a waste of my dating time..

Alex:
Okay fine! Here's my confession, i was with him for a few weeks.. We didn't tell anybody about it cause we know that his friends will talk.. Not gossip but just talk.. Haha, he's a great partner and has great techniques.. For all of those who don't know what I'm talking about, don't ask! A kind and sweet-natured person, emo guys make great boyfriends! Haha, yes people i said it.. They're nice people and not gay! He's the most fun I've ever had, after Ryan that is.. We're still hooking up till now cause we're too attached to let go of each other.. Haha, no just kidding.. He's a great guy..

Well obviously, that's not the complete list but all these are the people who i leaves the most impression on me, be it good or bad..

To like or not to like:-

David:
Yes, i do have a crush on him.. He's Alex bandmate by the way incase you don't know.. Probably the most hottest emo dude alive, well the ones i know anyway.. And the most gorgeous green eyes I've ever seen.. Okay, maybe I'm being biased cause i like guys with green eyes and black hair.. Haha, well a rocking lead guitarist and slamming on the drums.. He's cute, without a doubt!

Ruffael:
Haha, it's been such a long time since i wrote about this guy, isn't it? Well, he's the sweetest guy with a charm that can melt the North Pole! Haha, he's nice but he's younger than me.. Too bad, so sad.. If he's older, I'll definitely consider him.. Haha..

Conner:
The cutest math lecture mate I've ever had.. Haha, well he's the cutest guy in the whole entire lecture theater anyway.. Haha, maybe I'm just being biased.. He looks so chinese, i have a weakness from malay guys with fair skinned.. Haha.. Well never talked to him before but i think he's cute.. Haha

Zacky:
Well, another guy who is soooo much younger than me.. 4 years younger mind you.. Like him cause he has Tatum's lips.. What do i mean about Tatum's lips? You know the actor, Channing Tatum.. Yeah he has pouty, really sexy lips right.. Haha well, there you go.. He has Tatum's lips.. Haha, he's a guitarist and share the same passion as me for Zacky Vengeance.. Haha, i like him cause he's so sweet to me, and of course he looks chinese! Haha whatever!

Well, there you go.. My incomplete list of guys.. Haha, oh well.. I probably won't write anymore about my ex but yeah, whatever.. Happy reading! Haha