You'll be fine, if you comply..

Finally, and i mean finally! Finished my last paper today, and well I'm a free girl!! Haha, well not really.. Until i get my results that is, and i have to see whether i have to take supplementary paper.. Jeesh, i hope not.. I've NEVER took supp paper before and people who have taken them said it's harder than the main examination.. Sucks..

Anyway, was supposed to have a gathering with my Sociology classmates but cancelled it in the end, for some unseen reasons.. It's okay though, cause i think I'm pretty shagged as well.. Dynamics paper really overloaded my brain.. After the exam, i looked so blur.. It's like you know, someone brain-washed you or something.. Okay, I'm talking nonsense.. Don't mind me k!

It's been so long since I've updated my blog right?? How long have it been?? Haha, can't remember but i know it was a week before my examinations cause i went to Changi that week and had a blast with my beloved family! Muahaha.. I so need that again right now!

Had my paper in the sport's hall and we actually call that place 'The Furnace' cause it's actually VERY VERY stuffy.. Thanx goodness it have been raining for the past few days! The stupid thing is, when it's cold.. IT'S REALLY COLD!! What's worse?! My seats for the two papers are just beside the fan.. "Thanx ah Jacks! Haha" 

So yeah, had to tie up my hair cause the fan just make my hair messy.. Idiotic! Haha, my hair is very important okay.. I don't like messy hair! Don't ask me why, i just don't.. Whenever my friends are around, I'll be asking "Is my hair messy!?!", whilst touching my hair of course.. Haha

Speaking of hair! Haha, i know SOMEONE who is soooooooooooo vain about his hair!! Yahhh, I'm talking about Zee! Haha, remember in my previous post, i mentioned that i THOUGHT i saw someone who looked like my friend?? Well, it's him.. Haha, he calls me a stalker cause everytime i saw him, he won't notice me.. "Muahahaha.. Relax eh joy!"

And speaking of stalking! Haha, someone openly declared that she wanna stalk me.. Of course, non other than the cutie, Elfie! "Haha, so cute!! Love ya babe!!"
We live nearby you see, but we have no other until only recently.. Haha.. "So yeah, STALK ME!"

Okay back to my day today.. Like i said, was supposed to go out with my Sociology mates but they cancelled, so just went out with my lecture mates instead for dinner.. After that quirky dinner at Long John's Silver, i went off.. Tee hee, met Ryan halfway..

We kinda took 39 home cause it's the longer route.. I know, he has a car right, why take the bus!?! I was thinking that too.. Kinda stupid right? But it's okay, since he said he wanna spend more time with me..

So i was wearing Violet's baby-doll top.. Black, flowy and kinda low-neck.. I'm much more curvier than most peers my age.. Guys call it voluptuous, but i just call it FAT! Haha, i have no qualms about my body size.. Voluptuous, curvy, fat, fluffy.. Haha, whatever you call it, I'll accept it!

Yeah, so being bigger does have it advantages actually.. It'll mean you have more fat tissues and naturally your boobs are bigger.. So i was wearing this low-neck baby doll top, and being top-heavy, the cleavage will obviously be deeper.. So being a guy and all, Ryan keep glancing at my cavernous valley..

Arynne: Hoi! Aper tengok jack!? (step serious)
Ryan: (blushed; smirking) Nothing..

The thing is, he still can deny.. Haha, but we're open and comfortable with each other, so i don't mind.. Hua hua..

Ryan: (suddenly) Baby, I'm horny..

Jeesh!! Like i wanna know that!! So what if you're horny right?? Haha, what am i supposed to do in a bus full of people so i just ignored..

Oh well, guys will always be guys right.. I don't know.. It's kinda nice being with Ryan.. I can be myself around him.. Bitchy, nice, mean or even when i act like a little child sometimes, he'll be there.. It's nice.. *Smiles*

Melts in your mouth, not in your hand..

Finally, I'm home.. Hugging my MattSanders!! My two cousins crashed at my place cause their parents gave them the wrong keys! Hua hua, but it's fine though.. We're always doing that, crashing at each other's place..

My cousin's family and I went to Changi Beach, near the Ferry Terminal and the Airport Cargo.. Me and my cousin Violet took the bus since we have concession pass, while the others took the cab with all the junks they brought..

My cousin's family went out earlier cause i wanna watch the encore telecast of Prison Break.. So a few minutes after Prison Break, we went out of the house.. Took 969 and then 19.. While at Tampines Interchange, Violet decided to buy fries so we stopped at McD's.. Along the way, saw a pathetic guy with a pathetic hair and Violet started laughing! Haha..

Anyway, after that went to line up at the lane for bus 19, and i thought i saw someone i knew but not sure.. Yah, i didn't have his number so i can't confirm.. Ha, he has my number but he refused to leave me a message.. Jeesh!

So boarded the bus and did nothing else but camwhore.. Haha, Violet's boyfriend bought her a digicam so that's what she's been doing ever since! Haha, whatever.. It's all good bitches!

Reach our campsite and just chill and camwhore.. Eat, talk, laugh and camwhore somemore.. It was freezing cold! Not just breezy, but cold!!

Violet's boyfriend, OJ kinda came late but he still came.. So when he came, we just sat at the mat provided and give each other riddles and jokes.. We ate alot of tidbits!! Pringles, Chacos, lots of chicken wings and fried sausages.. Haha, but that ain't enough for OJ.. Well, he's a food junkie, he loves tidbits.. So he suggested that we walk all the way to 7-11, which is like on the other side of Changi! We all kinda agreed cause it's fun walking in groups and stuffs.. Took alot of stupid group photos..

Along the way, we were just talking and stuffs.. Laugh alot mind you, and suddenly.. JENG JENG JENG!! Haha, we saw a bunch of emo kids at the bus stop making fools of themselves..

OJ: Ha, what is this?! Emo! What a disgrace.. They're such poseurs!
Violet: Eh!! Please loh!! (disgusted)
Arynne: Real scene kids won't dress as they are and doesn't follow stereotypes!
OJ: Yeah, that's true.. (agreed)
Arynne: A true metallist will never reveal what they do..
Sam: I'm a hip-hopper (with that african-american accent)

It was fun! Everywhere we turn, emo kids invade.. Jeesh, was walking towards the bridge and then saw this 3 emo guys.. I can't really make out what they were saying though..

Emo kid #1: (was talking about this metal scene, something about emo and goth)
Emo kid #2: (said something in the screamo version)
OJ: (screamo) KENTAL!!!! (everybody was giggling)
Violet: Stop it ah, people..
Arynne: What is happening to the metal scene!!??
OJ: (screamo somemore) MEREPEK!! KENTAL!!! (normal voice) Emo plus Goth? Hmp..
Arynne: What did they say? They're mixture of emo and goth? Ha, emo plus goth equals to laughing my ass off!! (laugh sarcastically)
Emo kid #3: (just walk off without saying anything)
Arynne: (louder) Let's slit each other's wrist!!

Haha, whatever.. Violet calmed the situation by suggesting that we take photos with those transsexuals.. Haha, no way am i gonna do that.. I think someone mentioned they're jealous of girls and my cousin dropped the idea..

Violet: Ha? Never mind then..
Arynne: But OJ is a guy, it's okay..
OJ: Me? No problem.. (Violet glared at OJ)

We bought chocolates, ice cream, potato chips and poker cards.. Ha, went we reached our campsite again.. We straightaway sit down and dig into the ice cream.. It's like having a conference, haha it's fun! Playing cards, talking, laughing, eat ice cream!! I think we're like the loudest group there.. Whatever though.. Some people retired early and went to sleep at around 12 midnight.. I started fishing then.. Okay fine, i use a short fishing rod but atleast i caught a fish! Haha, it's a small one though, i told them i wanna keep it for remembrance but they use it for bait instead! Grr!!! Watched my Uncle Jimmy and cousins playing cards.. I slept at around 5am.. Of course, it's not a sound sleep cause i keep waking up.. When OJ woke up for work at around 6:30am, i straightaway told Violet to ask her dad if we could go off first, and he said OKAY! 

Now here i am updating my blog and hugging my MattSanders! Sam is totally shagged and fast asleep right now while Violet is watching TV! Toodles babe, I'm gonna catch some sleep!

I love the disappointed faces of my peers..

Wowee! This is like the first time i get off from school so late! Went out of school at around 10:45pm.. On a Friday for goodness sake! Reached home at around 11:40+pm, nearly 12.. Jeesh! Things i do to get good grades! Haha.. Well, stayed back for projects..

So many projects to do with so little time.. Had 4 projects but 2 have been done, so I'm down with another 2.. MCT and Sociology.. Well, did MCT project at around 2:30pm till 5:30pm.. It's kinda frustrating cause not all the members are there.. I don't wanna talk about it, but it's really annoying when someone from your group decided to go home instead of doing the project.. It's okay i guess cause she claimed that she was not feeling well, whatever.. I don't mind if you can get your job done by yourself but when you say that you don't know how to do it when all you have to do is copy from the book, then seriously what are you doing in Poly!? I'm not trying to complain or bitch about anything but seriously if you're in my shoe, i think you'll get what i mean.. She expects people to listen to her but when we point out her mistake, she'll get all pissed.. We have to listen to her and it's stupid cause she always thinks she's right.. Whatever, just as long as she finish her part, I'm not gonna show her attitude.. Idiot!

Sociology project after that and it was fun.. Haha, so much difference from my psychology group members.. Nothing personal to my psychology ex-mates.. We get along so well.. I think we all have almost similar sense of humor, that's why we laugh at each other's jokes and not get too personal about it.. It's great.. I just love my psychology mates!

Oh well, been very stressed this few days cause of projects, class test and the upcoming exams.. I snapped at everyone who gets too close to my breathing space.. I think Ryan suffers the worst cause he's always with me.. Sometimes i just get mad for no apparent reason, i know it's crazy but my temper is like the weather.. Ryan tried comforting me the other day but i feel kinda smothered.. I kinda said things that i shouldn't say and i can feel that Ryan feelings got hurt because of that.. That's the thing about me you see, i say things without thinking twice about how it will affect the other person.. I apologized but he keeps saying it's not my fault.. He's a very sweet guy, it's so hard to find someone as much patience as him.. Of course after a few minutes we kinda made up, cause i can't stand him being mad at me without showing it.. He's perfect, i just don't know what to say.. Of course he has flaws but his strengths overpowered that weaknesses he have and that just make him look so perfect.. I love him, i really do.. Not just as friends or as a bestfriend, but i really do love him.. I told him about it and I'm so glad he reciprocated that feeling.. No, we're not together yet cause he told me not to rush into things and i agreed.. He understands that i have other commitment like school and personal achievements.. The good thing now is that, i have someone to reach my goal with.. I finally have that support I've been looking for and not be alone anymore.. I'll always love him, no matter what our fate might be..

So kinda hung out with my punk friends the other day.. Police cars have been patrolling Yishun alot these few weeks.. Why? I have no idea.. Was walking to the bus stop when this police car stopped us.. I was like the odd one out cause i was on my way to school and i look like i don't fit in with the stupid clothes I'm wearing.. Well, i figured it's just a routine check so i ignored it.. Okay yah, they're smoking and two of them have been drinking but i guess it's not problem cause they're all over 21.. No, they don't look like those normal punks that have super long mohawks and green hair with piercings on every holes they can make on every parts of their body.. They look normal excepts maybe those spiked cuffs they're wearing and the metal chains dangling.. Yeah, i never get that metal chains thingy.. Haha, anyway so this police officer pulled me aside probably cause i was the only girl there..

P.Officer: IC please..
Arynne: No IC, student pass can? (Pass my student ez-link)
P.Officer: Sure, no problem.. (took the pass and examine) You're 20!? I thought you were 16! So sorry (passed the student pass back)
Arynne: (give a weird face and take back the pass) yeah right.. (step smiling)

Irritating right!! I know i don't look old but i definitely don't look that young.. Whatever, such pathetic-ism..

Best girls' outing ever!!

"Hey girls!! Thanx for following me for my shopping trip!! It was fun as hell! Serious!!"

It's been so long since the four of us, Belle, Violet, Sally and me, Arynne went out together.. It's fun i have to say, cause we have been friends like over 8 years, nearly 10! That would be a decade wouldn't it?? Haha, i have no idea this friendship would last so long.. "Love you girls!!"

Well as usual, i was late.. I'm a tardy queen.. I was supposed to meet the girls at Violet's house at around 11:30 am but i reached there around 12 plus noon.. Tee hee.. Sally, Belle and I were conferencing the night before the shopping trip and i told Sally to be punctual.. "11:30am sharp!!!" Well, she was but i, as usual wasn't!

Anyways, we met and Sally wanted to cut her hair, so Violet being the stylist that she is decided that the fate of Sally's hair will be on her hands.. Haha, okay i admit.. I officially am the most dramatic girl ever.. As you all know my hair is everything to me and if it gets shorter than what i wanted, I'll throw a freaking tantrum.. Sally was really calm when the hairdresser cut her hair but me! Haha, i nearly cried babes.. But whatever it is, Sally's hair was perfect! Haha, she kinda straightened her hair so from the back, she kinda looked like me.. Haha, the hairdresser thought she was my sister.. Nice nice.. I think we've been friends for so long that we look so much alike..

As Belle will be late, we decided to go back to Violet's house so that we can put the make up on Sally.. Haha.. "Like it bitch?" She looked a bit different with her straightened hair and the make.. Pretty!!

Haha, so when Belle smsed us we went out of the house.. We dropped at Lavender cause Violet wanted to go to Golden Landmark to find her prom dress.. Jeesh, i told them Golden Landmark is near Bugis, just beside the Raffles Hospital but Sally said it was at Lavender, beside the St John's Headquarter.. Okay, since i don't go out that often, we listened to Sally although i don't think it's the right way.. They wouldn't believe me!! We reached Golden Mile tower instead.. I was like "I have a feeling that this isn't the one.."

The place was full of Thai people!! I think it's where all the Thais come to have fun.. The place look pretty indecent.. "No offence to all Thai people.." First time we went inside, it reeked of rotten meat, and then smell so dead and alcohol-ish and well, dirty! Violet insisted on checking it out.. When we couldn't find the shop that we're looking for, i voiced out..

Arynne: Do you know that this is Golden Mile and not Golden Landmark??
Belle: And you didn't tell us?!?
Arynne: There was a big signboard outside and you girls didn't see it!?! Jeesh
<<Went down the escalator laughing>>

Well, we were kinds lost so i asked them to ask the security for directions..

Arynne: Go ask for directions lah!!
Violet: We look like a freaking tourists.. We'll just go check it out ah..
Sally: I think we're lost..
Arynne: Go ask the security!!
Violet: Arynne you go, cause you're the cutest..
Arynne: Eh.. No way.. Belle go ask ah..
Belle: (ask the security)
<<And finally we've got direction!! *Haha*>>

Well, when we found Golden Landmark, i thought the worst was over.. Boy was i wrong! We were looking for the Costume Shop but all we found was bridal boutiques.. Haha, so we asked one of the makcik for directions.. Wahh! The makcik also one kind!! She gave us the wrong directions!!! So we were walking round and round and round the Arab Street when the shop was actually just infront of Ophir Road at Bali Lane!! Oh well, whatever..

Found the shop but the dresses was crap so Violet decided to look around other shops.. We were hungry so we stopped at Raffles Hospital to eat at the Banquet there.. They're always treating me so i treated them to lunch yesterday since I've got some money, why not..

After we eat, we went to Bugis Market to buy my pants.. I love the pants there.. It's cheap and super comfortable.. Really nice.. Anywayz, it was freaking crowded!! Full of emo kids and punk rockers.. Some real, some wannabes.. "Grow up people! Nobody wears like that anymore!!"

The trip was fun cause we're like so retarded.. Haha, as you all know there's this sex shop in Bugis Market right.. Haha Belle was so cute!!

Belle: Girls looks, there's a consex shop.. What do they sell huh?
Arynne: Toys i think.. (trying to grab Sally so she won't disappear from amongst the crowd)
Belle: They sell stuffs for con sex izzit?
Arynne: I think they sell stuffs to con people into having sex..
<<Retarded laughs from Arynne and Belle>>

At this point, i think people were looking at us but we didn't care cause we're having too much fun! Haha.. Everytime emo kids walk beside us, Violet was like "Grow up kids!!".. Haha, i kinda got irritated cause these new kids wearing 'confused' emo style.. Jeesh, it's so easy to differentiate the real ones from the poseuric kids.. Violet finally saw the difference!! Haha..

Anyway, went to Far East after that.. Bought 2 shoes, 2 bags, 3 clothes and still have $200 left to spend on clothes this coming Saturday, 3rd February 2007! Haha..

Belle was tired!! And she showed us her socks..

Belle: Girls, listen okay.. I bought this sock yesterday and look at it now.. (shows us her sock; girls laughed)
Violet: Belle, what happened?!
Belle: I think we walked too much! (laughed)
<<Every conversation ends in fits of laughter>>

So we sat at Long John's where i saw my emo friends.. Haha, i didn't call them out cause they'll make so much noise.. Saw some friendster friends too but never said hello! "Haha, sorry guys..!"

We sat down eat Hershey's Pie, drinking ice lemon tea while cam-whoring.. "Sally, pass the pics to my mail k, luv!"

After the rest, we went shopping again but we need to go off early cause we need to find DeliFrance for Uncle Jimmy, Belle went off first cause her grandmother already called..

We didn't know where the freaking DeliFrance is so we walked all the way to Takashimaya's opposite..

Arynne: This is a food's paradise, why isn't there DeliFrance?!
Violet: (saw a sign) Ah here, downstairs got DeliFrance.. ( go down the escalator)
Sally: Huh? Where.. Oh there..!

So we reached the basement, and we still can't find the DeliFrance..

Violet: Where sia!? (walking around)
Arynne: Ask someone!!
Sally: (saw 2 security guards talking loudly) There got security guards, ask ah..
Arynne: Sally, you go ask lah!!
Violet: Arynne, go ask.. You're the cutest amongst the 3 of us.. Go!
Arynne: Jeesh.. (so i put on my cute face and a flirty smile and went towards the two security guards) Excuse me, (sweetly) do you know the way to the DeliFrance?
Security guard: (change tone of his voice; softly and sweetly) You just walk straight and you can see it..
Arynne: (flirty stare) Thanx.. (walk off and face become blank)

Haha.. "Very clever eh you girl! When asking for directions, you say I'm cute.. Making use of me!!"

Found the DeliFrance but the baguette was nowhere in sight..

Arynne: (once again!) Ask the workers!
Sally: Yah, go ask.. They usually keep it..
Violet: (offered to help me carry my shopping bags) Hehe, Arynne, I'll carry your bags for you and you go ask.. I still believe you're the cutest amongst us (same old dialogue *Haha*)
Arynne: Oh clever.. Fine fine.. (looking for someone to ask and saw a guy clearing the table; walk towards him) Hmmz, excuse me (*step cute ah*)
Rudin (name of the guy, real name!): Yes ma'am, how may i help you? (the most charming smile ever!!)

Damn! I picked the right guy to ask, he was obviously younger than me but was freakishly cute!! Seriously, i stopped a little in my track cause i was blinded by his cute smile..

Arynne: (blushed a little) Err, ermm.. Do you have anymore baguette?
Rudin: The normal one ma'am? (still have that smile *!!!*)
Arynne: Hmmz yah, can i have two of them?? (a little flirty twinkle in my eye)
Rudin: I'll check out for you first ma'am? (Arynne nodded and went to the side a bit)

He called out his friend to ask about the baguette and ordered for me.. So sweet! "Go see him okay people!! DeliFrance, his name is Rudin! Fair, cute.. A little nerdy with that innocent look!" Haha, jeesh..

Anywayz, paid for the baguettes and walked all the way back to the taxi stand and went home.. Jeesh, seriously by the end of the day, my leg was mad at me.. Haha..

But it was fun! "Thanx again girls for another one of my memorable days!"

Boys boys, all types of boys!

I like girls but everyone knows that i love guys much more.. Especially my bestfriends, Sally and Belle knows how much of a guy-crazy bitch i am.. "Agreed girls? Haha.."

Unlike all other girls, i don't keep a black book of how many guys I've dated.. Probably that's why whenever someone ask me how many ex-boyfriends i have, I'll answer "I'm not sure!".. It's not as if I'm trying to avoid that question or stuff like that, i just think once you break up there's no point thinking about them..

Well, after dozens of people asked me the same questions over and over again.. I've decided to think about it, you know.. Though i don't think the list I'm about to type out is accurate, but atleast people get the idea of it.. I can assure you though that the guys I'm about to mention is of course, renamed and incomplete.. Haha, i can't remember EVERYONE I've dated you know..

The case of the ex:-

Benjamin:
I can tell you that although he's not the first guy I've dated, he's definitely my first love.. Yah, he's terribly older than me.. He was 20 when i was 13, like i said.. Age doesn't matter, the older the better.. Haha, thinking back i have no idea why i like dating older guys.. Most probably cause they're much mature, much sweeter and much more stable..
He's the best boyfriend, I've ever had at that time.. And to tell you honestly, all other boyfriends i have after him, I'll compare them to him.. He's pretty cute, not hot but cute.. Not that typical chinese cause he speaks better malay than me.. Why did we break up if he was so perfect? I don't know.. I was 13, he was 20.. He's in the stage of settling down after NS, while me, i still wanna be a teenager.. The last time i heard, he was getting married and that was 2 years ago.. No, i don't keep in contact with him but i bet he'll make a very good husband.. Haha..

Anthony:
Well well well, haha he started out being my 'god brother' or as malays call it 'abang angkat'.. He's weird in a quirky kind of way.. Definitely the first metalhead i ever dated.. Here's the thing, he's nice and stuff but he's terribly horny.. Haha, but it's fun being with him.. We flirt and try to keep the relationship fresh.. The thing lasted only 3 months but it was a fun 3 months.. Although he's 4 years older than me, he still have that little kid in him.. Well, believe it or not we're still friends even till now!

Cameron:
Ha, he is Anthony's brother.. I dated him first before i dated Anthony.. Of course he didn't know i was dating Anthony WHILE i was dating him, but i swear that Anthony knew about Cameron and me.. I have no intention of telling either of them anyway cause to me relationships were all about having fun and i was having a hell lotta fun juggling them.. Cameron was nice, angry but not abusive.. He has never shouted at me, and even when he found out about Anthony he was calm when we broke up.. Haha, yeah still friends with him cause he's a great friend..

Jason:
Ha, the cousin of Anthony and Cameron.. The most guys I've dated at ONE time was probably 3, and that's the 3 of them.. Haha, Jason is a fun guy.. Really lovely, very mushy and definitely the hopeless romantic kind.. Love him to bits!! He's like the younger version on Benjamin cause i was most loved by Jason than the other two dude that was mentioned above.. Haha, we broke up because his parents hates me.. Well, i hate his parents too so it's a mutual feeling.. Don't see him that often now but when we do, it's really nice..

Alyssa:
My lesbian partner.. My first and obviously not the last.. The on/off relationship we're having lasted even up till now.. She's chinese though but somehow she thinks she's adopted cause she says she don't look like her family AT ALL! Also a black metallist and a female guitarist, love her to bits.. Though she's with Justin now, we still have our little rendezvous every now and then.. "Love ya babe!"

Ryan:
My favourite one of all!! Well, yeah he's the guy i told you about.. He's the longest relationship I've ever had.. From June 2002 to January 2004! No, there's no cheating in between our relationship cause he was the guy i love most, even more than i loved Benjamin.. He's a sweet guy, my type of guy and definitely my dream guy.. He still wanna get back together with me but giving me all the time in the world to make up my mind.. He's an ever faithful guy, very loyal and very caring.. Financially and psychologically stable.. Physically attractive and sexually adventurous.. He's there for me whenever i needed someone and he was my New Year's kiss this year!! Love it! Haha

Rob:
He's a psycho! A psycho black metallist but a great drummer.. He's a jealous freak and a vulgar boyfriend.. He's a liar and a very dishonest chap.. He's one year my junior.. You know since I've been dating older guys, i just wanna see how dating younger guys are and boy was it a mistake.. He's the reason why i don't date younger guys anymore.. He won't even let me talk to other guys, and when he found out i give out my number to other guys, he gets all vulgar and stuffs.. He's acting like my husband and I'm not even serious with him.. He made me into an emotional roller-coaster wreck that i was.. Whatever, he sucks.. We didn't even officially broken up, i changed my number to avoid him and thank goodness!

Mikael:
A nice guy.. Too nice i must say.. He's a perfect boyfriend, if not for the fact that he prioritize soccer and friends.. Actually, I've got nothing bad to say about him.. He's sweet, caring, romantic and even a great friend.. Why we broke up? It's not him, it's me..

Angel:
The worse boyfriend I've ever had.. He's older than me but much more immature.. He's brief and likes to run away from problems.. In short, he's a waste of my dating time..

Alex:
Okay fine! Here's my confession, i was with him for a few weeks.. We didn't tell anybody about it cause we know that his friends will talk.. Not gossip but just talk.. Haha, he's a great partner and has great techniques.. For all of those who don't know what I'm talking about, don't ask! A kind and sweet-natured person, emo guys make great boyfriends! Haha, yes people i said it.. They're nice people and not gay! He's the most fun I've ever had, after Ryan that is.. We're still hooking up till now cause we're too attached to let go of each other.. Haha, no just kidding.. He's a great guy..

Well obviously, that's not the complete list but all these are the people who i leaves the most impression on me, be it good or bad..

To like or not to like:-

David:
Yes, i do have a crush on him.. He's Alex bandmate by the way incase you don't know.. Probably the most hottest emo dude alive, well the ones i know anyway.. And the most gorgeous green eyes I've ever seen.. Okay, maybe I'm being biased cause i like guys with green eyes and black hair.. Haha, well a rocking lead guitarist and slamming on the drums.. He's cute, without a doubt!

Ruffael:
Haha, it's been such a long time since i wrote about this guy, isn't it? Well, he's the sweetest guy with a charm that can melt the North Pole! Haha, he's nice but he's younger than me.. Too bad, so sad.. If he's older, I'll definitely consider him.. Haha..

Conner:
The cutest math lecture mate I've ever had.. Haha, well he's the cutest guy in the whole entire lecture theater anyway.. Haha, maybe I'm just being biased.. He looks so chinese, i have a weakness from malay guys with fair skinned.. Haha.. Well never talked to him before but i think he's cute.. Haha

Zacky:
Well, another guy who is soooo much younger than me.. 4 years younger mind you.. Like him cause he has Tatum's lips.. What do i mean about Tatum's lips? You know the actor, Channing Tatum.. Yeah he has pouty, really sexy lips right.. Haha well, there you go.. He has Tatum's lips.. Haha, he's a guitarist and share the same passion as me for Zacky Vengeance.. Haha, i like him cause he's so sweet to me, and of course he looks chinese! Haha whatever!

Well, there you go.. My incomplete list of guys.. Haha, oh well.. I probably won't write anymore about my ex but yeah, whatever.. Happy reading! Haha

Be a Wentworth Miller whore!

This is a tribute to the ever so delicious Wentworth Miller.. So to all Miller's fan, ENJOY! If you're a Wentworth hater, close this window right now and go kill yourself! Whatever..

"Oh my god!! He's so hot!!" This is what i always hear from all the girls whenever Wentworth Miller come on the TV Mobile.. Be a whore girls, not a teenie.. We know he's hot that's why we love in in the first place.. Of course, add in that intense eyes and that hot body, he's the guy all girls fantasize about.. Agreed? Now now, don't go shaking your head cause i know deep down, you too have a crush on Miller baby! Haha.. Yeah

Well incase you don't know who Wentworth Miller is, SHAME ON YOU! *Spanks everyone who says NO!* For all you 'Prison Break' fans, you should know who I'm talking about.. He's that ever so intelligent character named 'Michael Scofield' but for all those true Wentworth fans know that this isn't his first TV role.. He's been in many TV series before, for example, 'Buffy'.. Of course that ever so popular show in 1999 i think? 'Popular'.. Haha, yes that controversial TV show about the stereotypes of blondes and brunnettes.. Nice nice..

Anyway, here's the basic things EVERY fan needs to know!

"Wentworth Earl Miller III is Multiracial, being of African American, Jamaican, English, and German Jewish descent on his father's side, and of Russian, French, Dutch, Syrian and Lebanese descent on his mother's. He was born in Chipping Norton, Oxfordshire, England where his father, a Rhodes Scholar, was studying. Miller was raised in Brooklyn, New York after his family moved back to the United States.
Miller's first three years of high school were spent at Midwood High School in Brooklyn. He then transferred to Quaker Valley High School, where he graduated in 1990. In 1995, he graduated from Princeton University with a degree in English. During his time at Princeton, he traveled the world performing with the school's famed A Capella group, The Princeton Tigertones. Subsequently, he headed to Los Angeles, California to pursue an acting career. He ended up spending years doing behind-the-scenes work to support himself before devoting himself seriously to auditioning for acting roles."

Here's are some videos will knock your socks off! "Well not really, but still, ENJOY!"

Ha! Watched this video at my house with Violet.. Because of this video, Violet got cramps on her leg and I've got engravement on my arm from the arm chair of mine! Well whatever, back to the video! This video is from an episode of 'Popular', can't remember which one though.. Don't you think he's so cute here! Looks a bit gayish but hey, that voice of his is soooo sexy.. It's so great to see that manly man like him can act so soft and feminine..

A series of photoshoots combined.. Haha, i know it's a bit boring but hey! It's Wentworth Miller!! Haha.. What can i say.. Wentworth is a really really hot guy okay, so enjoy those poses cause I'm sure you'll need them at night.. *Winks!* Haha, maybe it's just me!

Haha, this is soooo cute!! Again, i was watching this with Violet and there's this part where a girl was saying that she turned the other way when she saw Wentworth Miller.. My first reaction was obviously "WHY!?" Go watch, you'll get what i mean! Haha.. He's so humble.. Why can't he just admit that he's one of the hottest guys in the world!

Oh well people, I'm sorry but ha.. I'll update more videos whenever I'm free.. I'm actually in school right now waiting for my Sociology class when i remembered about the videos Violet and I watched..

Ha, oh well back to Miller.. Violet, Hazel and I have this weird crush on Wentworth Miller.. I mean, he's hot right so who wouldn't? Haha, and i remembered Violet mentioning about him labeling his last relationship as 'hot and sexy'.. Haha and i was like "Wonder if he's good in bed! I bet he is.." Haha, Hazel stopped right in her track when she heard me say that.. "Why are you all talking about this!?" Haha as usual, Violet and i answered.. "Cause he's so steamy!!" Haha.. Well whatever.. He is hot, i have to admit that.. Here's my confession.. I'll be Wentworth Miller's groupie if i can!! Haha no, I'm not kidding..

Anywayz, enjoy the movie and keep whoring!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!

First of all, i would like to wish everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Wow, 2006 flew by so fast didn't it? I'm just shocked about how fast it went.. I can still remember the 1st January 2006.. Haha, i was at home while everybody keep calling me to go out and stuff.. I was pretty pathetic last year actually..

So many things happened in just one year.. Made alot of new friends, alot of fallouts and flashback memories.. It's just so much, of course can't forget that i celebrated my birthday twice last year.. Haha, LAST YEAR.. It's so weird saying that word knowing that my birthday wasn't even a month ago.. And well, I'm 20 now.. Basically another transitional part of my life where I'm neither a teenager nor an adult.. My life is just like me, CONFUSED.

What have i learn in 2006?
Hmmz, well.. I have to say i learn alot about myself.. That I'm actually stronger than i thought i am.. That relationships are so not for me.. Haha, i don't know how to say it but i think i grew so much in the last year than any other years ago.. Probably cause I've gone through significant events that make me think of changing my life.. First of all, of course the death of my beloved uncle.. May his soul rest in peace.. There's just so much i learn just by experiencing his death.. I didn't cry, i wasn't shocked and most unfortunately i wasn't at all sad.. I just go by my day as usual, kinda weird actually cause i wasn't at all affected by his death.. I guess everybody go through grief differently cause my counselor told me i was in my 3rd, going to 4th stage of grief and that's 'Denial'. I guess he's right.. I was so mad at myself for not visiting him the day before he passed away and i can't even make it for the funeral, that i just don't wanna believe he's gone.. It just sucks, not being able to be there.. Well, i guess with this i learn to 'Seize the day' and of course, not to be so foolish as to take drugs, alcohol and of course smoke.. It's a first hand look and proof that those things really does bring you to an early grave..

If i could, what will i change in 2006?
Hmmz, what will in change aye? Probably nothing cause I've grown so much from every events.. Yes everybody, even the break up with Angel.. Haha whatever no? I don't care.. It just gives me a sense of satisfaction everytime i think that i went through everything without any whining or groaning.. Each incidents make me shape myself in different ways, be it physically, mentally or psychologically.. No way am i changing anything in 2006! "Love ya bitch! haha"

What is my new year's resolution?
Actually, my new year's resolution is not to make any resolution but since that's already a resolution, i might as well just go for it.. Haha.. Well, my new year's resolution is to try to love my life.. I mean, i know it's hard but atleast i can try not hating it.. I hate to admit it but my life isn't that bad.. Though i don't have more than the rich, i have so much more than any normal people should.. Great family and great friends, what else can i ask for.. My family is my life and my friends are everything to me, so I'm pretty contented with what i have.. I can work for what i don't have.. That's why I'm studying really hard to get everything i can and give my family a better lifestyle.. Though I'm doing all this for my dad and mom, I'm actually really living my life the way i want it.. There's nothing more that can make me happy than see my parents happy.. Modest, i know.. Haha, no but seriously i live for my parents.. And one more thing, i want breast implants! Haha

"Happy new year everybody!! Love ya lovelies!!"