What should i wear for the Hen's Party night out with the girls? Any ideas?
If you all have some pictures or websites that have ideas of dresses, do tell me. I am super stuck on what to wear and it's in 3 weeks. I don't even know what shoes to wear. Maybe if i already have the shoes, i will know what dress to wear but.. GAH.
It's so hard being a girl sometimes. You need to look pretty, you need to look gorgeous. Not just for people, but for yourself as well. And girls should know what i mean when i say i LOVE looking pretty.
So yeah, if you all have any ideas for me. Just leave me a comment or something.
Love you all, talk to you laters! Toorah!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
I don't know what I'm doing.
I wish you were here to wipe the tears away boo.
I can't forgive you if you hurt me again. I'm doing my best to be what you want me to be, all i ask of you is, you do the same for me.
I do love you and i know you feel the same way, but you need to know that you can't have more than you bargain for. I'm doing my best to make everything work, and all i need to know is that you're into this as much as i am.
If you need to be with somebody else, if you need to be with someone closer, you tell me. It's gonna hurt me but I'll let you go. I don't want to but if that's what you want, then tell me.
I don't know what to say, except that i feel betrayed.
How do you get to do that and demand me to stay faithful? How do you, who claims you love me and will never hurt me, get to break my heart? How do you, who wants to be my one and only, get to do that very thing you don't want me to do? How do you, who is disappointed with me when guys add me as a friend on Facebook, get to do that?
I care about you, babe. But right now, I'm not sure if you truly wanna be with me even when you say, even when you friend said, you do. I gave you a choice, baby. I asked you if this is what you really want, i wanted you to be sure. After you assure me that this is what you wanted, this is what you do?
I'm not gonna lie, I'm hurt. And i don't know what to do. I really do care about you, and i genuinely wanna try to make this relationship work. But please tell me you want the same thing, so that we won't be wasting each other's time.
You make me happy Phil, and i know i make you happy too. So i don't know.
I said i forgive you babe, and I'm giving you the benefit of a doubt that you won't do the same thing again. All i ask of you is that you be honest with me.
Am i who you really need? Is our relationship what you really need?
Things are already hard by us not being closer, so don't make it more harder for both, me and you. If it's my choice, I'd prefer you stop talking to her. But I'm not sure if that's how i should handle the situation. I'm not sure if i have the rights to even ask you to do that.
Love you still boo. I just hope you show me you mean what you said.
Note to self: Crying for an hour or so will lead you to red and swollen eyes.
I can't forgive you if you hurt me again. I'm doing my best to be what you want me to be, all i ask of you is, you do the same for me.
I do love you and i know you feel the same way, but you need to know that you can't have more than you bargain for. I'm doing my best to make everything work, and all i need to know is that you're into this as much as i am.
If you need to be with somebody else, if you need to be with someone closer, you tell me. It's gonna hurt me but I'll let you go. I don't want to but if that's what you want, then tell me.
I don't know what to say, except that i feel betrayed.
How do you get to do that and demand me to stay faithful? How do you, who claims you love me and will never hurt me, get to break my heart? How do you, who wants to be my one and only, get to do that very thing you don't want me to do? How do you, who is disappointed with me when guys add me as a friend on Facebook, get to do that?
I care about you, babe. But right now, I'm not sure if you truly wanna be with me even when you say, even when you friend said, you do. I gave you a choice, baby. I asked you if this is what you really want, i wanted you to be sure. After you assure me that this is what you wanted, this is what you do?
I'm not gonna lie, I'm hurt. And i don't know what to do. I really do care about you, and i genuinely wanna try to make this relationship work. But please tell me you want the same thing, so that we won't be wasting each other's time.
You make me happy Phil, and i know i make you happy too. So i don't know.
I said i forgive you babe, and I'm giving you the benefit of a doubt that you won't do the same thing again. All i ask of you is that you be honest with me.
Am i who you really need? Is our relationship what you really need?
Things are already hard by us not being closer, so don't make it more harder for both, me and you. If it's my choice, I'd prefer you stop talking to her. But I'm not sure if that's how i should handle the situation. I'm not sure if i have the rights to even ask you to do that.
Love you still boo. I just hope you show me you mean what you said.
Note to self: Crying for an hour or so will lead you to red and swollen eyes.
Friday, November 13, 2009
Paranormal Activity
I want to watch Paranormal Activity with my girlfriends!
I want to start a vlog, so can anyone get me that Canon Vixia, please? Baby, pleaseee?? Haha kidding.
Oh me oh my.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
I know i tend to get so insecure, doesn't matter anymore
Today, Baby made me very happy.
Well atleast, there's no more asking what we are and just giving awkward silence to people asking us what we are to each other.
Do i make sense?
Either way, he makes me very happy.
Hmm, i don't know. Ask me again what's my relationship with Phil. *smiles*
Okay, haha I'm sorry. I'm just really glad it's not confusing anymore. The decision he made is not based on what he thinks i want, but it's also what he wants as well.
I find it really bizarre that we're both insecure about the same things but we never really talked about it, and we hide it from each other so well.
As for me, i just didn't want him to worry. I tend to make a big fuss out of little things and i don't want him to think that I'm making a big deal about it. It took me probably an hour of crying and another hour of whining to Christopher and another hour of composing a half page message for him to tell him how i feel.
As if that wasn't enough. I was procrastinating sending the message, but I'm glad i did. I'm glad he made everything better.
Baby, I'm sorry if this issue kept you up till 2 or 3 in the morning. I couldn't just sit and pretend that I'm not confused with what we were before you came to that decision. I do care about you, and i do care about us, so thank you for making everything better. Even though it's not perfect, you're right, we'll make it somehow.
He's been awesome for putting up with me and my tantrums for the past few months. I'm actually surprised he stayed. But yes, Phil and i already talked about that and thanks for loving me, boo.
On that note, I'm leaving you with a quote Phil said to me. "Don't be sorry for wanting me... wanting me to be loyal."
Wow, two posts of Phil back to back? Baby must be so proud!! Haha, I'm kidding. Okay, enough love struck posts (there's probably more of these coming but I'm just gonna pretend this is the last one), I'll go back to my "normal" blogging once i get the inspiration to blog.
Oh yah, I've deleted my Tagged account. So did Phil. So anyone wanna find me or us, just leave me a message here or follow me on Twitter. Also, my Facebook account, also can be found in my sidebar.
P/S: Go google Arynne Zainal *winks*
P/P/S: I love you more than you know.
Well atleast, there's no more asking what we are and just giving awkward silence to people asking us what we are to each other.
Do i make sense?
Either way, he makes me very happy.
Hmm, i don't know. Ask me again what's my relationship with Phil. *smiles*
Okay, haha I'm sorry. I'm just really glad it's not confusing anymore. The decision he made is not based on what he thinks i want, but it's also what he wants as well.
I find it really bizarre that we're both insecure about the same things but we never really talked about it, and we hide it from each other so well.
As for me, i just didn't want him to worry. I tend to make a big fuss out of little things and i don't want him to think that I'm making a big deal about it. It took me probably an hour of crying and another hour of whining to Christopher and another hour of composing a half page message for him to tell him how i feel.
As if that wasn't enough. I was procrastinating sending the message, but I'm glad i did. I'm glad he made everything better.
Baby, I'm sorry if this issue kept you up till 2 or 3 in the morning. I couldn't just sit and pretend that I'm not confused with what we were before you came to that decision. I do care about you, and i do care about us, so thank you for making everything better. Even though it's not perfect, you're right, we'll make it somehow.
He's been awesome for putting up with me and my tantrums for the past few months. I'm actually surprised he stayed. But yes, Phil and i already talked about that and thanks for loving me, boo.
On that note, I'm leaving you with a quote Phil said to me. "Don't be sorry for wanting me... wanting me to be loyal."
Wow, two posts of Phil back to back? Baby must be so proud!! Haha, I'm kidding. Okay, enough love struck posts (there's probably more of these coming but I'm just gonna pretend this is the last one), I'll go back to my "normal" blogging once i get the inspiration to blog.
Oh yah, I've deleted my Tagged account. So did Phil. So anyone wanna find me or us, just leave me a message here or follow me on Twitter. Also, my Facebook account, also can be found in my sidebar.
P/S: Go google Arynne Zainal *winks*
P/P/S: I love you more than you know.
Monday, November 09, 2009
Love you Baby
You always have the right words to say to make everything better, and for that, i thank you.
Love you loads baby.
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