I need a playa from the hood, yaw!

Bleahness of major projects! Can you freaking believe it? My supervisor actually told me to redo my-already-90%-done car model.. Does he know how long i took to do that thing?!! Okay, probably just a week or so, but please it's a week or so of pure torture! Seriously, I'm being a goody-two-shoes here by not going for lunch and trying to finish up the design before judging begins in 2 weeks time! Now, i have to redo all the things, the shape, the details, the groove, EVERYTHING!! Bleah, contact me if you're terribly awesome at pro engineering and help me model my car for me, I'll pay you, for sure!!

Anyhoo, trying to hard to avoid the fact that i haven't been blogging for like weeks!! Haha, i was reading XiaXue's blogspot when i suddenly felt an itchy urge to blog.. Bleah me people, seriously.. I'm just full of random thoughts right now.. Ha, I'm on MSN chatting to Joel while he's packing up and having breakfast at the same time.. Ha, he's still moving to the same area.. SO WHAT'S THE POINT IN MOVING THEN!? Bleah him!! Haha.. I apologized to all my loyal readers for not posting anything okay..

Believe it or not, there's still some inconsiderate creatures residing her on earth, all over Singapore even! Gah! I know i seldom complain, yeah right haha, but i mean this kinda idiocy shouldn't be tolerated at all! Pardon me for being so ignorant by not explaining what the freaking hell I'm bitching about.. I'm talking about those passengers already on board a crowded bus.. I mean, i think it makes perfect sense to move in to the rear of the bus so that other people can board the bus.. If you're not someone who use your common sense, there's like signs everywhere telling you to move in! Can't you even read??! Please, i can't believe stupid people still exist.. Okay so, maybe some people are superbly illiterate, which in some cases totally understandable.. But they can't be deaf, can they?? Bleah, every freaking morning i have to bear with public orgy, strangers with horribly bad body odour and bus driver shouting for the passengers to move in to the back of the bus.. Not only then, some perverts trying to take advantage of the occasional bumpings and grindings!

You know what else peeved me, the fact that some people don't even have the basic courtesy to bathe in the morning! Goodness! Messy dandruff filled hair, smelly armpits and oh my goodness, didn't even brush their teeth.. What the hell with all these people! Sorry to say but most of those people that usually do this kinda filthy and tragic habits are immigrants.. I think Singapore should have one new law.. "To enter Singapore, you have to atleast bathe once a day to take public transports!" Okay, I'm being lame but seriously! How can they stand not bathing one whole day!? Oh, and haven't they heard of cologne!! Bleahness of the idiots..

Oh by the way, i just realized something.. There is no such thing as paranormal disappearance or alien kidnapsion (a combination of the words kidnapping and invasion, but bleah you guys should probably know that by now!). Haha, long story believe me..

Woohoo! I can't wait for 15th December! A group of friends and me are going ice skating on the day to celebrate Shelly's 20th birthday and Arynne's (that's me!) 21st birthday! Haha, bleah i can't skate for my life but i can roller blade though.. I only went ice skating like ONCE and it totally sucked.. Anyhoo, it's gonna be fun seeing them fall on their cute little bums.. Everyone reading this, you're invited to join too provided you bring presents! No presents, no skate! Haha.. See how thick skinned i can be! Shameless Arynne!

I bought skinny pants.. Amy's not liking hers as much cause the pants doesn't hug her legs like Violet's, Sally's and mine! Tee hee, well actually we bough SUPER skinny pants, gah me! I bought black and blue, Violet bought maroon, Amy and Sally bought black.. Next colour: probably purple! Haha.. Weirdly, i don't dare wear skinny pants cause I'm like bottom heavy.. Tyra Banks and Beyonce are my skinny pants role model! Haha, since they say it's okay so i guess you just have to have the confidence to carry it, and i know i sure as hell have that!

Anyway, i miss him and i think he knows that.. Not gonna tell you guys who..

Abrupt end of today's post!

A little paranoia goes a long way..

Let's start this post with a little fun fact about me.. Right now, at this very moment, I'm wearing two bras.. Haha, i know it sounds weird but the black bra I'm wearing does not fully cover my assets.. I don't know why,lol.. Maybe it's high time that i change the cup size of my bra.. Whatever, do i sound perverted right now? I don't think so right, cause I'm talking about my own body.. Though i think, most probably I'm attracting perverted old men with all these posts.. Haha, whatever..

Anyhoo, I'm supposed to update my blog a few days ago but everytime i start on that particular topic, it makes me cry.. Please don't ask me why, but i very  much like to thank Amy, Az and Herman for listening to me moan and bitch about that very trivial but serious matter.. Lol, I'm contradicting myself again.. Anything man!!

Well what is this topic about? I'm not gonna tell you, infact I'm not gonna tell anyone else.. Just the three of them know is already enough! Too much people knowing about it, the higher chances that particular guy will know my predicament.. Well, I'll talk to Mikael and complain to him about my problems but he has stopped calling me.. Call me paranoid, but i think he's avoiding me.. Oh well.. Anyhoo, i still miss him..

As you know, SOME people can be such blabbermouths (not particularly hinting at anybody).. Let's just keep it shut.. Peace my peeps.. Haha

Yes yes, i know this post was probably a waste of my blogging space which can be used for much more important stuffs, like for example talking about me! Lol, or just bitching about bitches who thinks they're too hot to handle but apparently not.. Pfft, do i make sense? Kudos to those who understood.. Haha

So this post is to basically remind everyone to think of me even though i may be too busy to entertain anyone.. Well, unless you're my other two group members or my supervisor, it's gonna be very hard to get my attention nowadays.. Haha

But, seriously i just want to tell you guys that i didn't forget you all and that you're in my mind every second of the day..

So let's mention a few names so that you know I've been missing you guys a whole lot.. Violet, Sally, Belle, Amy, OJ, Shelli, Az, Herman, Tsaelah, Reychelyy, Lynn, Mikael, MariaLey.. Once again, i just wanna say that I've missed you guys alot alot alot..

Haha, and dear friends, ILOVEYOU!!!

No fancy colours, or style.. but still love you guys!

Just tonight you'll be mine and it's gone..

Wowz! How long has it been since i last updated my Friendster blog? Haha, i know it's pathetic but I'm just too lazy to create a blog in blogspot or blogdrive or any other blog domain.. Used to update my multiply blog but oh well too bad, i don't use that thingy anymore..

Anyway, add me in Facebook k! Lol, Friendster kinda sucks.. *oops haha* >>http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=521708226<< there, my url for Facebook or just add me >>beautiful_nitemare@hotmail.com<<

Haha, well.. The reason why I'm updating my blog right now is because I'm having my break and well, it's the only time when i can surf the net.. *1 hour only boo hoo!*

Ha, I'm having my MP/SIP now and it's like a real working experience cause you are given a project and you have to work on it with your team mates for the coming 19 weeks or so.. Argh! Can you imagine, sitting infront of the computer from 9am to 5:30 pm and not doing anything except research, designing and other such lame ass activities that you only do at a job you totally hate?! Yes! My predicament everyone.. Pfft, so frustrating don't you think so? Okay so I'm babbling shit right now, most probably because i don't have a good sleep.. I slept at around 2am and i have to wake up for school, bright and early at 5:30am.. Lol, i don't think it's even bright.. Still dark, VERY dark indeed.. Pfft..

Well, anyway.. BOO to everyone who wasn't at DXO to support all those ass-rocking bands.. Haha, well of course i came to support Piece De Resistance (PDR) but hey, there's a couple of bands who i think i may grow to like.. Like Valentines Letter.. Seriously local bands lover, check them out.. They'll rock your shoes right off your feet.. LITERALLY! Haha..

Here's a lame but definitely a story to tell.. Well, i was wearing this checkered pumps to the gig and it was perfectly alright *ask Violet, she'll vouch for me* but after the gig, the freaking shoe tore from the seams.. Seriously, i didn't realize i was walking in Marina Square with a torn shoe, i only realize it when i was already in Yishun waiting for Amy's bus number 858 to come.. Pfft, well hopefully nobody saw! Haha..

Anyways, about the gig.. PDR was fucked! In a good way that is.. They totally rocked.. Haha, i was so excited when they sang their second song 'Scaretactics' cause that's my favourite of all! All songs are original mind you, no rip-offs.. Well, what can i say.. They not only rock as a band but individually too! Haha..

Bloopers-filled band, but still managed to get it together.. "Hey you guys, you know it doesn't matter if you guys miss your singing cue, skip a beat while drumming or dropped a note while strumming on that guitar.. It's rock, you should have fun.. If it's perfect, you're gay!" Yes, I'm quoting someone but hey, it's true isn't it.. Haha.. Rock shouldn't have rules and rock definitely is not perfect.. So yeah, don't be nervous, have fun and most importantly just rock! Haha..

Well how good are they? I didn't throw a chair at them and i can't stop banging.. Lol, i think Amy was irritated cause i was sitting beside her and she was trying to take a video of the band.. Haha, hilarious antics they have on stage.. Lol.. From OJ's volume misery, to Min's embarrassing 'discoveries' and of course to Musa's outrages performance.. It worked out totally in the end..

Well, we left after Valentines Letter's performance cause i don't wanna stay for those Ninja Kids' performance.. Haha, don't ask me why i can them Ninja Kids.. If you were there, you will know *bluek*!

After we left DXO, we went to Marina Square cause i promised Mikael to drop by and say hi.. We were supposed to head to Beach Road for our dinner but of course my beloved girlfriends decided to eat at Pizza Hut, where Mikael was working his shift, cause they heard that Mikael will give us discounts and free stuffs.. Haha.. Well, atleast i can get to look at that eye-candy Mikael longer..

Tick tock tick tock, it have been 2 years since i last saw Mikael.. Wowee, that long huh?! I don't know, somehow he looked different.. More radiant, maybe because he's happy being in love.. Haha, don't know man.. Whatever it is, he looked good.. Haha

So after our meal, we were tremendously stuffed.. I think i can hear the zipper of my pants popped.. Lol, okay not really but you get the idea.. Mikael decided to 'surprise' us with desert.. Haha, blueberry cheesecake with strawberry ice-cream.. Whhhaaat?! Lol, those two are my most favourite desert ever, how am i supposed to say no!!?! Lol, i think he's trying to make me gain weight again.. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. Anyway, i loved the cheesecake.. Haha, damn OJ for opening up his big mouth!!

"Ina, tu dia bagi kau cheesecake tu!" OJ said.. Weyy!! Watch your mouth okay.. Haha, no but seriously Mikael was being nice.. Lol, i have never seen him this shy before.. EVER..

"Is he ALWAYS this soft-spoken?", my girlfriend asked. "Soft-spoken!? I think he's shy.. haha", i replied. Lol, i think i may have snuck in a couple of flirty stares at him, or more.. haha.. Damn, he looked good! I ain't denying that.. Haha..

Anyway, after the food we decided to go home of course.. It was nearly 10pm.. Pfft.. How long do we need to eat a slice of pizza!! Haha.. "I think we better make a move before he keep stuffing us more with free stuff", Amy said.. Of course that 'he' she was referring to was Mikael.. Haha, took the bill, paid and left.. Haha, yes LEFT after saying BYE to Mikael.. Very rude right me! Lol, i was shy okay.. Seriously don't ask me why, i keep blushing everytime i look at him.. "Arynne and shy doesn't go together", Violet HAPPILY commented.. Haha, pathetic i know..

Well, of course i u-turn back to Pizza Hut to formally say bye bye to him.. He asked for forgiveness as it's the hari raya month.. And he wanted to take a picture with meee!! "NooooOO!!", i was thinking.. Haha, i look so tired, stuffed and feeling so flirty.. Haha.. Okay, stop it! But eventually i took a picture with him.. We said bye, and he gave me a hug.. Lol, i may have stopped the time for a whole one to two seconds.. Haha.. Taking in the moment, which may or may not come ever again..

So, i went back to my friends and guess what?! My tears suddenly rolled.. I don't know why or how it happened, but i was suddenly crying.. Wootz, i can't believe I'm admitting it on my PUBLIC blog.. Haha.. Maybe i did too much mistakes to him.. Hmmz, i guess i should start atoning for my sins.. Haha..

K lah, it's nearly 1pm here.. So i think i better get back to my research.. PUHH!!

*Sorry, no fancy colours or style today.. I'm too lazy! Haha*

Hey ho, let's go!

Wow! It's been a long time since i've poste any post.. Usually ihave alot to say yah, but nowadays my mind are pretty blank.. And sometimes i'm just too lazy to think! Haha

Anyway i've got my results and well i can't say it's great but i guess it's alright.. Atleast i didn't get anything lower than a C+!

Having a C+ for me is inevitable.. It's like every semester, there's always a certain subject that i suck at.. This semester, it's CKTCS and MTNProj! Oh well, it's okay.. I'm pretty happy with my results..

Well here's my grades, so enjoy reading! Haha..

Introduction to Logistics & Supply Chain Management B

Networking Fundamentals A

Organisational Communication A

Circuits and Control Systems C+

Mechatronics Design Project C+

Power Electronics and Drives B

Cumulative GPA : 3.11

Gotta button my lips so the truth won't slip..

I have just made the biggest mistake ever!

Although he probably won't care but i don't want our friendship to change because of what i said! I shouldn't have told him anything! I should have just keep quiet after i put down the phone!

I shouldn't have told him that the reason why i don't wanna give him that kiss is because i don't want to feel anymore special feelings for him! 
I shouldn't have told him that i want us to be friends without me having feelings for him!

Fuck!

I hope he won't read too much into it.. I hope I won't read too much into his 'no-response' response too!

Shit!

His friendship means more to me than the whole world!

I should have just kept quiet..

The way you look at me is just not right..

It's wrong boy,

The way you look at me like that..
The way you steal glances when i'm not looking..
The way you tease me with those eyes..

Back away boy,

You don't want this..
You don't want to get too deep..
You don't want to what i can really be..

Believe me boy,
when i tell you..

I'M NOT YOUR TYPE!

These are my confessions!

'YOU THINK YOU KNOW.. BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA..'

This is Arynne's Confession Part 2 *smiles*

PRETTY PEOPLE MADE ME VAIN!
Lol! I know i always say 'Do not let society define you, you define what society is..' Believe me, i am practicing what i preach.. Just on occasion i do feel insecure around pretty people with nice hair.. Yes people, I've said it.. NICE HAIR! It's all about the hair babe, for me! My hair is my precious.. So if any of you caught me checking myself out in the exit door mirror of the bus, do not start to judge.. *smiles*

I'M A SHOE WHORE!
Yes yes, i think ever girl is, just that they don't wanna admit to it.. Well, i believe shoes are very important to the whole ensemble.. Don't you know, people can tell who you are just by your shoes? Or atleast, just me? Haha.. What guys wear on their feet are very critical to me.. If i don't like what i see, most probably i won't like you! So, no comments from any of you if i spend all my hard-earned money on shoes.. *Grin*

I LIKE GUYS WITH NICE FEET!
Here's a secret that nobody knows about me, not even Violet! Uh huh.. I like guys with nice feet.. Haha.. No unsightly hairs, no foot disabilities, and most importantly.. NO SMELL! Haha, even better if they go for pedicure! I don't like guys with smaller feet than me, big feet are sexy! Well, you all know what they say about guys with big feet.. *smirk*

I HATE FEEBLE OLD PEOPLE!
Ha, i have my reasons okay! They are SUPER SLOW!! Very very slow!! They are so weak that they have problems walking.. Some are even hunchback.. I mean, how do they walk that way.. Don't they get tired?? Haha.. They should just stay at home, be a good elderly and keep out of the way! *Seriously!*

I STILL ENJOY WATCHING PORN!
Go ahead people, judge me! Porn are exciting.. Not the Paris Hilton ones, but more professional ones like Carmen Electra's and Jenna Jameson's.. Porn are even better when you watch it with your loved ones! Get what i mean?? *cheeky*

DIRTY SMSES MAKE ME HORNY!
Haha.. Well the sub headings says it all, doesn't it? I love it when Ryan sms me what he's gonna do to me when he gets home.. It keeps me aroused, kinda.. And it keeps me excited when he stops midway through our sms sex sessions, make me wanna pounce on him the minute he walk through that door!! Yeah i know, i sound like a freaking pervert!! Haha.. It's nature, believe me! *tee

Well, there it is.. My dirty little secrets.. I'm sure there's many more but, i can't think of anything right now.. Who knows, there might me Arynne's Confession Part 3! Stay tune to find out.. Until then!