Thursday, January 14, 2010

It's such a shame, we're worlds apart

It's the second week of 2010 and yeap, i still haven't got a resolution yet. 


Wow, what can i say about my 2010. Second week and it's already so hectic. Seriously, i've never had so much emotional roller coaster rides in my whole entire life as much as these two weeks. 


I'm not gonna bring in that concerns of mine in here cause it really only concerns the people involved. And to them, i just wanna say that i hope they see the situation as how i see it. Right now, they're blowing everything out of proportion and they've overstretched the situation to a different thing altogether. 


Anyways, i haven't found my resolution yet. Three years ago, i said i don't wanna make anymore resolutions cause it's just a waste of time. People will follow through their resolutions for the first three months, and then they'll gradually let it go. 


Why? I don't know. Maybe we human are lazy, making time our excuse not to do things. Time is short, yes i agree, but if we know how to fully utilize time, then i don't see the problem.


Instead, i'm gonna make short term goals. Well, it really mean the same thing but i guess it just how the mind works. You tend to strive harder for your goals. 


Yeah, i'm starting not to make sense, so lets start.


Mostly, i just wanna lose some weight, and i think it's plausible cause commitment with the girls every Wednesdays. Hopefully we all pull through. Alternating between swimming and the gym, though i am not gonna reveal which swimming pool or gym we're frequenting just incase i have another stalker.


No, i'm not shy or embarrassed to tell you people that i'm going to the gym to lose weight. Why should i feel embarrassed? Atleast i am isolating the problem and coming up with a solution for it. Judge me if you want, but atleast i'm doing something about it. Unlike you lots. Tsk tsk


Secondly, i wanna travel more. New Zealand in April, trip with the cliques in July. Baby is already planning next year's trip to Australia. Hehe, yeap, he's already thinking that far and i love it! Tee hee, thank you Baby for giving in to me for the Australia trip. He actually wanna go to a country in Europe but quite honestly, i would be too broke if i went there. So, he's giving me another year to save up for that Europe Escapade!


If all goes well, i'll be jet setting in no time! Yay to Baby, of course. 


Thirdly, i want a change in environment. Lots of change. But this one is not so much of a short term goal. Working hard to get this goal up and running. Hey, maybe i if i like it in New Zealand, who knows. *winks*


K, that's all for today. Abrupt end. Haha, i know how much you readers hate that! 

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